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The Lord spoke clearly.  "At this present time churches and the congregation's interior and exterior faithful livelihood is in conflict with what I intended for them.  The pastoral leaders and church members worship me in formality and know me merely as a written theory.  What am I to do?  With a burning desire come and meet me."

Our Lord desired to show the reality of engaging process of spiritual battles with the evil spirits, open our spiritual eyes to straightforwardly show heaven, hell, angels and the devil.

Then a male demon, wearing a torn undershirt, slowly approached as though it was looking for a sign from me.  I thought of rolling it like a bowling ball. When it got close enough, I extended my hand and put 2 fingers in its eyes, and one into its nostril.  I threw it like a bowling ball, and with a bang it slipped and disappeared.

Once again a demon with long hair, wearing a gown appeared. It game me chills, because she was bleeding from her eyes and lips. I ran after it, grabbed it, slapped its face, and pounced it. I felt so triumphant! "Just stop coming here! You’re annoying! You demons!" After a continuous beating, it ran away screaming. This was amazing, I was having so much fun slapping the demons silly!

I resumed praying in tongues when strong, robust male demon, wearing a metal mask approached me. Only one eyes was visible through the mask, and that eye was full of maggots. I didn't want to touch it, so I shouted out "In the name of Jesus, flee from me!" But it resisted, and then started to dance in a twisting motion.  Somehow it would repeatedly appeared and disappear, while it danced. So I waited until the demon reappeared, and grabbed it, spinning it all around. Then I threw the demon towards the back of the church and with a shriek it vanished.  At that moment Jesus came and applauded me saying, "My dear Haa-Sung you finally raised the standard of tormenting these demons! I am proud of you, very proud!"

Sometimes during sermons, I witnessed angels pouring some kind of oil upon our pastor’s head, and his sermons would resonated more powerfully.  When the sermons were about the identity of certain demons, those demons would secretly hide in one corner and shivered with fearful expressions.

Kim, Joo-Eun:

I was singing ‘Glory, glory, hallelujah’ and my body was on fire.  It was freezing cold, but I was sweating like crazy.  The same demon Haak-Sung fought, that mistakenly re-inserted its eyes, was complaining, "Oh man, I’m suffering because of the bastard, Haak-Sung.  He did this!" I responded, "That’s great! I'm glad to hear it!" It started crying and said "Stop it! Please stop that!" so I shouted "You filthy demon! In the name of Jesus, flee from me!" and it fled.

Then something started tugging at my clothes, but I couldn't see anything. I also felt a strong pull on my hair, and a poke at my side. I noticed a strange object, that rolled around.  I told this demon how angry I was at it, and it replied, "Really? Good, be sick of me! Please! I am trying to bring you to hell! Why do you pray so much you little pest?...Stop praying. Do you gain anything to eat when you pray? Why do you pray?" I quickly responded, "Hey! When I pray miracles happen and I accumulate reward! You demon! Flee from me!" It immediately rolled away.

Later, I was startled by an enormous snake with 2 heads.  I was terrified, shaking with fear, because it was larger than an anaconda and began lunging toward me.  I screamed, "Jesus! Help me! Please make this horrible snake disappear!" Jesus came right away and grabbed the snake.  He started spinning it so fast, and then threw it far away.  I thanked Jesus and He said "My dear sesame! Whenever you call on My name I will always be here and help you, so do not worry.  All you have to do is pray diligently."

            *  Prayer that can bring you to heaven

While I was praying Jesus came and said, "Bong-Nyo! Today, I want to test you to see how much your faith have grown! Are you ready?" I replied confidently, "Yes, Lord! I am ready!" Then He vanished and angels came, dressing me in a winged garment.  Interestingly, the angels also quickly vanished.

Usually, Jesus and he angels would guide me to heaven or hell, but not this time.  I began to cried out to God with fervent heart and then my souls started flying towards heaven, wearing this winged garment.  But no matter how fervently I prayed, I was flying ever so slowly.  It was frustrating, but I didn't give up ,and continued to pray diligently.  Soon I was just burned out, completely exhausted.  I could not see anything, only pitch darkness.

I remember that Lord said that He wanted to test my faith, so I continued to pray. Unfortunately, every obstacles you could think of piled up before me, and I found my self back in the original starting place.

[Sorry, No Revision Work After this point, yet.....]

Until now whenever I prayed in church the Lord came to me and showed me everything, so I became arrogant without realizing it.  I remembered the question I asked the angels who were clothing me with the winged garment just a few moments ago.  I asked them where Jesus was and they replied, "Right now He is waiting for you to meet Him in the Milky Way.  Unfortunately right now I am delayed because I am moving so slowly, and my faith alone will not provide enough ability to fly me up that high!

I sincerely prayed for a long time, but I still could not see anything.  Many thoughts crossed my mind and I began to repent.  Without Jesus' help I can't do anything! I felt like I was continuously sinking into a quagmire and that state of mind continued then suddenly I felt I was locked up in something.  Some objects were moving before my eyes and I realized I was in hell locked up in a dark cell!

In this darkness where nothing was visible only demons were swarming around.  The countless demons held tightly onto my feet and refused to let me go.  That's not all they chocked me, pulled my hands, feet, and body so I could not move at all.  I began praying in tongues when suddenly curses flowed out from my mouth involuntarily.

"Hey! You filthy demons! Why are you bothering me? Get the hell away from me!" I could not stop cursing, and all the filthy language I used in the past before I met Jesus played from my mouth.  But, no matter how much I swore at the demons they did not stop their relentless attacks on me.  I called out Jesus.  "Jesus! Please help me!"

How long has it been? I continued to call out to the Lord and prayed diligently in tongues and without my knowledge I somehow escaped out of hell.  I was flying toward heaven higher and higher.  I was praying as I flew when in the atmosphere the strong and powerful demons began charging after me.  I can see clearly the endless parade of demons behind them.  I thought I was safe now that I've escaped from hell only to face and fight the strongest opposing demons head on.  I was in deep trouble.

I still could not see any angels or Jesus any where.  'I have to face those army of demos alone!' I never imagine I would be faced with such scenario as this.  I never knew that there were armies of demons in the atmosphere whose purpose are to distract the prayers of Christians from earth from reaching to the heaven.  As a child joyfully walks along holding the parent's hand Jesus always held my hands and guided me up and down to heaven and hell.  I was so naive and thought everything was that easy and prayed without care.

The demon placed obstacles with each progress I made trying to distract me from moving forward.  I cried out with earnest prayer and the tears and sweat poured down like a rain all over my body.  At that moment one demon shout out.  "Hey! Look there! Another prayer from the earth is ascending!" Then another replied, "Hey! That prayer has no power and authority!" As if picking an apple and eating it, the demons picked out and ate the prayers that were flowing up from the earth.

I knew then a prayer without power was like a useless good.  The prayer done while dozing off, unfocused prayer, prayer filled with humanistic desires, selfish prayers, prayer of physical desires, two faced prayers, and surprisingly I was able to distinguish all the different prayers ascending from the earth.  These prayers were the demon's favorite fruits and were immediately completely devoured up.

I realized now only the prayer filled with life and death desperation, and those prayers with sincere cries will pierce through the sky to move forward up to heaven.  I learned a little bit more why pastor cried out so loudly and screamed in desperation when he prayed.  I was often turned off by the pastor thinking, 'There aren't many people here, but why does he scream out so loud? Does he have to yell that loud?' Honestly, there were times I forced myself to pray even though I was irritated by pastor's loud cries.  Soon after without my acknowledgement I began repenting and know with certainty the reason why we needed to pray like that.

How long did I pray for? I was exhausted and had no strength left in me.  Just then I saw at a distance many stars I saw from the Milky Way shining ever so brightly! Immediately at that moment I gathered every ounce of strength left inside and began praying in tongues.  I barely made it to the Milky Way completely exhausted, and there my beloved Jesus greeted me joyfully.

As soon as Jesus saw me He smiled brightly and said, "Bony-Nyo! You did so great! I'm proud of you!" I was slightly angry at that point, so I questioned Jesus with an attitude.  "Lord! How can you do this to me? You could've explained, but instead how could you just leave me without any warning?" When I finished Jesus just laughed.  After exchanging only few words with the Lord He disappeared once again, then suddenly everything before my eyes became pitched dark, and I was standing at the edge of a cliff in hell.

The Lord left me once more to test my faith.  Soon a demon that looked similar to a dolphin tried to attacked me and bite me with it mouth wide opened displaying its sharp teeth.  So I gestured as if I was going to scratch it and shouted, "Come and get me if you can!" The demon simply vanished.

There was a narrow road ahead of me so I began to walk forward on this path.  I walked for quite some time when I noticed something approaching before me.  As the distance drew closer between us I can see the identity of this something.  it was a disgusting looking demon with a head, but no eyes or nose.  From the left to the right ear there was a large cut on its face and its top and lower teeth were sharp as a sharks teeth.

When I came face to face with this demon I said, "hey! I fought and defeated demons much larger than you.  You are nothing to me! Inside me is a fire given to me by God the Trinity.  You will be burned and turned into ashes the moment you touch my body! I dare you to come and fight me!" This demon was sacred and quickly ran off.  I walked the endless road alone, and it seemed I was walking deeper into hell.  I was terrified and shaking inside, but I did not want to show my fear so I had to calm and put myself together.

I continued to walk along the path when I noticed a large leaf ahead.  It looked alive.  The leaf opened and closed repeatedly and attempted to swallow me up.  But, I shouted out "Alright! I've come here specifically for to kill you! Let's see who survives!" I attacked back forcefully then the demon soon vanished.

I proceeded on when I realized that there were swarms of demons, like insects, on both sides of the road trying to grab me.  I heard terrifying cries of demons that gave me the chills.  I heard many different cries but I ignored them and walked on praying loudly in tongues.  I shouted even louder.  "God of Trinity! Give me the strength! Give me the strength and power physically and spiritually!" I prayed earnestly and soon the holy fire was blazing inside of me.

How far did I travel? I thought I saw the end of the road at a distant, when suddenly a bright brilliance appeared before me and there was Jesus standing there.  I was struck with admiration.  "Yes! I am finally saved! Lord! Lord!" and I ran and embraced Him.  The Lord held me in His arm ever so tightly and said, "My dearest Bong-Nyo! You've been through much to get here! Sit beside me and I will give you rest!" I stayed in the Lord's arms and closing my eyes to rest.

What is happening again? When I opened my eyes the Lord was no where to be found and I how can I be back in this dark cell in hell? No matter how loudly I called out to the Lord there was only emptiness echoed.  I called and called out for the Lord, but He was not there.  I couldn't believe that Jesus deceived me.  Jesus said clearly, "Bong-Nyo! You've done well.  You are almost done so be patient and rest here!"  After He said these things, and when I was feeling safe He completely tested me again.

My anger was unresolved when I realized I was locked up in a metal cage like a zoo animal.  There were countless demons with various appearances surrounding my cage staring at me as they attempted to question me; a female demon, dragon, military, lion, demons with various animal heads, and I saw many diversity of them.  They stared at me poking fun and laughed.  There were hundred and thousandths of military demons wearing the skull helmets.

The demons concentrated on observing me while I locked up in the metal cage.  I yelled out, "Hey you bastards! Who are you? Where did you come from?" and they responded "We came after roaming from here and there! What about you, why are you here?" I explained that Jesus brought me to hell, but He left me and that was the reason why I was here alone.  After they heard this they mocked me saying, "Hey! Your Lord will not return back for you! This is the end for you!"

I began praying aloud in tongues.  Suddenly, the eyes of the demon wearing the skull helmet began turning red.  They stared down at me angrily.  The power of praying in tongues was weighing down on the demons and I noticed them transforming, so I prayed even louder.  "God the Trinity! Transform me into your blazing fire!" All the demons attacked the metal cage wanting to demolish it.  But, the holy fire blazing inside me burned and turned all of them into ashes.  The iron bars of the cage was not damaged, but remained intact.

Once again the cries of various animals and the voices of the demons resonated throughout, and it felt as though I've been here for few months.  No matter how diligently I cried out and kicked and screamed, there was no way out of the cage in hell.  Gradually my soul began suffering the exhaustion and soon my waiting on the Lord turned from earnest yearning to a burning heartache.  But, I could not stop praying.

"Lord! I need strength! Give me the strength! Also, grant me the gift of healing and filled me with the fire so that I can melt the metal cage to escape from here!" I opened my eyes but I was still locked up in the cage.  There is no dream or hope in hell's cage.  No matter how much I called out to the Lord I was still trapped in the cage.  Oh! Is this must mean I will eternally be suffering in hell? I didn't have enough strength left in me to even lift a finger, and I collapsed into a corner.  Somehow it felt like I was trapped in the cage for about 4 months.

A while later I began to scream again.  "Lord! Help me! Where are you!" but I didn't see even the shadow of my Lord.  The demons continued to pull and torment my body and I fought with them for 15 days.  In the cage I can clearly feel the days flowing by on a daily basis.

"Lord! Help me! Please get me out! Help me escape from this place!" I was praying to myself when suddenly I heard someone laughing.  That laughing sounded completely different from that of a demon's laugh.  It was kind, comforting, sweet, and I instinctively shouted, "Wow! It is the Lord's voice!" The Lord appeared in the midst of a brilliant light and lit up the dark  cage with the light.  The vicinity around me was brightly lit up.

Jesus began laughing even louder than a moment ago saying, "Dear Bong-Nyo! How was your experience in hell?" I questioned the Lord, "Oh Lord! How can you do this to me? Did you set out to make me suffer? Why did you do this?" I was greatly distressed as I pour out my complaint and the Lord replied, "I am sorry.  I wanted to test you personally how much your faith have matured!" I couldn't say anything else to that.

When I questioned the Lord's where abouts He responded that He was on earth visiting various churches to look after and tend to His beloved flocks.  I confessed to the Lord my deepest innermost feelings and asked for His forgiveness.  "Lord! I was bitter and resented you so much while I was trapped in this hell's cage! Forgive me!" Suddenly my tone changed as my emotions flared up with complaints and feeling sorry for myself.  "Lord! I was stuck in the cage for 4 months" and I began weeping.

The Lord continued to laugh louder and as I saw Him I shouted, "Why are you so happy to see me so sad and miserable? I suffered so much in hell, but why are you laughing as if it was something funny? Is it fun for you to see me in suffering?" He replied tenderly, "Bong-Nyo! It's been merely two months since you began attending church, but your faith has matured so much! I am proud of you!" He then gently patted me on the back.

Jesus took my battled wounded garment worn in hell and commanded the angels to re-clothe me in a clean, and shinning garment with wings.  Then He said, "You've endure much so let's go to heaven!" and He took my hand and we began flying toward heaven.  Today was the toughest day I've ever experienced in my life.

It took my soul 3 years to get from earth to the Milky Way, I spent 4.5 months in hell, and in total it seemed 3.5 years quickly went by.  The demons in the atmosphere and the evil demons in hell were all tough and strong.  I would not last one minute nor one second in a battle with the demons and be victorious without the Lord's protection.  When I arrived in heaven many angels smiled and comforted me.  "Sister! You done well!" The angels words lifted up my exhausted soul.  Whenever I am in heaven all the hardship experienced in hell is forgotten from my mind.

I don't know too much since I've only been attending church for two months, but from what I saw in the movie and the sermon I knew little about a person named Moses who parted the sea.  I made a requested to Jesus if I may meet Moses just once, then Jesus led me to the golden sand beach shore.  The angels gently brought me down on the shore.  As soon as Jesus called Moses by his name he approached me and respectfully greeted me, "Welcome to heaven!" Moses was very tall and handsome.

====  DAY 24 ====

Lee Yoo Kyung:

As I fervently prayed, a loathsome evil spirit appeared and flew over me.  With its bat wings, it hovered in front of me.  It had frog like eyes, a red nose and long tongue.  I was irritated by it hissing at me, so I grabbed it, tore its wings off and threw it away into the air.  Red blood dripped from its injured areas.

At the same time, a dark ugly black snake approached me.  I am most afraid of snakes, they are loathsome creatures.  As it drew close to me, I was not able to do anything, except yell, "Lord! I am so scared! There is a snake here!" Jesus instantly appeared, grabbed the snake and threw it into the distance.

The Lord asked, ""Yoo Kyung, are you alright? Do not be afraid!...let us go to heaven." I held his hand and we left for heaven.  Jesus asked me to sing praise songs during our flight through the galaxy.  We sang 'Praise Oh! My soul!' several times.  After visiting heaven, we came back to the Lord's church, and I continued to pray.

Then Jesus approached Pastor Kim, and listened carefully as he prayed.  Jesus was listening for a long time and He touched the area where Pastor felt pain.  The pain was along his back where the evil spirits had bitten him.  Then Jesus approached Joseph and shouted, "repent! more, more more! Wail! Only when you cry out the doors of heaven will open!" Joseph wailed a lot today, he was experiencing tears of repentance. 

Jesus came back to me, and some angels appeared.  The Lord boldly stated, "Yoo Kyung, do not be sick, be always healthy.  Cheer up!" The angels even shouted, "Saint Yoo Kyung! Do not be ill!" With determined expressions, the Lord and I made a fist and said, "Cheer up!" We then said our farewells.

Lee Haak Sung:   *The protective layer provided by angels

As I prayed, many angels came down through the cross door.  The angels surrounded me as they placed a protective layer .  I asked the angels what they were doing.  They told me that they were surrounding me with protective layers.  As the angels covered me with the protective layers, the holy blazing fire heated me up.  I saw an evil spirit that was present, he was standing outside the protective layer.  The evil spirit was holding a knife and it reminded me of Chucky from the horror movie.  He drew closer to one of the angels that was busy making the protective layer.  The evil spirit stabbed the angel but the knife instantly melted away and his hand caught on fire.  I then saw another evil spirit approaching.  It looked like a very old tree.  As slowly moved toward me, it thrusted out its hand and touched the protective layer.  Once it touched the protective layer, it caught on fire and the flames engulfed the whole tree.  The tree screamed as it fled.

The angels were also placing protective layers around deaconess shin who was praying.  The angels totaled about 200.  They were all working to place protective layers around all church members.  I then noticed an evil spirit resembling a buff man just outside my protective layer.  He was coming toward me.  The evil spirit attempted to enter the protective layers but the layers became very hot like blazing fire.  It gave up from entering.  The evil spirit then went toward deaconess Shin.  Fortunately, she was covered with the protective layers and fire.  It was not able to penetrate into her layers.  The evil spirit hovered toward my mother.  As it drew closer to my mother, it caught on fire and disappeared.

Suddenly, a large bright light beamed down from heaven.  I saw an enormous tall angel coming toward the church riding a white horse.  The sight was breathtaking, my heart was pounding very rapidly.  The angel came toward me and introduced himself.  "Hello! I am the Arch Angel Michael." Another bright shinning angel was following right behind Michael.  The angel following Michael was Arch Angel Gabriel.  Gabriel was holding a large flag attached to a pole.  They explained to me that when Arch Angel Michael defeats the evil spirits, Arch Angel Gabriel will sway the victory banner side to side behind Michael.

Arch angel Michael and Gabriel were about the same height.  They stood silently as they watched the pastor praying.  As I witnessed this amazing sight, I was flabbergasted.  It was difficult for me to distinguish if I was dreaming or if I was witnessing something real.

Kim Joo Eun:    * Many evil spirits rush in groups but our faith became stronger

The last time I prayed, an evil spirit in the form of a crescent moon appeared by rolling toward me.  Today, an evil spirit in the form of a full moon with an eye rolled toward me.  When the evil spirit came close to me, I poked it in the eye and plucked the eye out.  I twisted my finger inside the eye socket.  The evil spirit exploded with blood bursting in all directions as I attacked it.  Soon after, an evil spirit disguised as a young girl appeared and was spinning on its head like a toy top.  I grabbed a chunk of her hair, shook her, swung her several times, and threw her into the distance.  Jesus approached me and complimented my actions.  "Freckles! Great job!"

Jesus continued, "Freckles, you look especially pretty today! Who braided your hair?" I replied, "Deaconess Shin did!" The Lord complimented, "really? she did a great job!" since Deaconess was not yet spiritually awake, she did not know that Jesus had come near her.  Many angels accompanied Jesus.  I always see angels accompanying Jesus but this time, there were many more angels.  Within the angels, some of them paired off to seat next to praying church members.  The angels used their hands to wrap around the golden bowl that had a wide opening on top and they ardently filled the bowl with the prayers of the saints.

Once again, a group of evil spirits appeared at the corner of the room and they came toward us.  As they got close, Sister Yoo Kyung grabbed the evil spirits, swing them, and threw them into the distance.  I also grabbed some of the evil spirits, swinging them and throwing them into the distance.  Brother Haak Sung and Brother Joseph were also battling the evil spirits as they grabbed the evil spirits, swinging, and throwing them away.  We all repeated this tactic numerous times.

I was able to hear the sounds of the evil spirits crashing as they fell all around the walls and ground.  It was very noisy.  As the prayer rally comes to a near end, we notice there are more numerous attacks on us.  However, each attacks results in our faith growing stronger and stronger.

Sister Baek Bong Nyu:    * Pastor Kim makes Jesus Laugh

I have witnessed and experienced many spiritual things.  With this privilege, I also had to endure much pain.  Jesus surprised me by taking me to the flower garden in heaven.  He allowed me a time to refresh by providing enjoyment in the garden.  I was able to spend as much time in the garden as I desired.  In the garden, I rolled, jumped, and played like a child with the angels.  The flower garden in heaven is unimaginably enormous and beautiful.  The sweet scent of the flowers were so precious that I would not have it changed for the whole world.  Since my body was weak and exhausted, I rested and laid down after I had returned to the Lord's church.  During the morning service, as the pastor preached walking side to side the good Word from the altar.  As he preached, the Lord, Jesus, followed close behind the Pastor's foot steps.

Our pastor is so funny that when I just think about him, I smile and laugh instantly.  Out of curiosity, I asked the pastor a question.  "Pastor, were you this funny even before I started attending this church?" The pastor replied, "our church is relatively new, there is no incident that I can think of that would possibly make me happy....Furthermore, I can not think of anything that is humorous during our journey.  I was always broken hearted.  I felt heavy and pitiful." So I asked, "how then have you changed so much?" The pastor said, "I do not really know! I have changed during this prayer rally! I do not know what is really going on.  If you ask me how I became like this and who or what has affected me? I would have to say that it is the Lord that has created a joyful environment."

Our pastor has a special talent of imitating all kinds of people.  In fact, it is not just people, he can imitate all kinds of different things including animals and inanimate objects.  Jesus was imitating the pastor and laughing out loud.  During the sermon, two angels were recording every single word the pastor preached.  The angels sat next to the cross on the altar writing in the huge book.  The angels were suppose to record only the words of the pastor, however, they would occasionally sneak a peak at the pastor's gesture.  The angels would laugh so hard that they would swoon and miss some of the pastor's word.  When the angels missed the recording, Jesus rebuked them.  "Do not look at the pastor, just fervently record!"

Whenever Jesus smiles or laugh, all the angels join in on his happy mood.  However, when Jesus grieves, the angels become silent.  During the middle of the sermon, the pastor asked me a question.  "Sister! Where is Jesus now?" I replied, "He is standing right behind you!" The pastor made a smirk and said, "Oh, what should I do? I farted and it smells awful.  It would be difficult for anyone to bear.  I feel so sorry for the Lord that He might behind me where he would smell my gas.  What should I do?" The Lord spoke with laughter.  "It is irrelevant since I am spirit.  It is alright." He patted the pastor's head and back.

Pastor Kim Yong Doo:    The church members had exhausted most of their physical strength during prayer.  But instead of quitting, they fervently continued praying as they clenched their teeth.  When the Lord saw us praying with such devotion, He was impressed.  He worked and manifested.  I was in unbearable pain.  The pain was caused by the evil spirits sever attacks.  These type of wounds seldom heals.  The non relentless pain tormented me.  It became difficult for me to pray with my arms lifted up for a lengthy time.  However, in the midst of pain, the Holy Spirit would move my hands and arms in various ways.  The movements of my arms and hands were nicely choreographed.

Both of my hands moved steadily.  They moved in turn.  Suddenly, my hands began to violently vibrate.  I was unbearably hot as well.  I then saw Jesus in a white gown walking from side to side in front of me.  My face felt a warm summer breeze.  I felt His strong presence.  Sadly, my spiritual eyes were still not opened.  It appeared as though the Lord observes our situations and reactions.  He was evaluating us.

"Freckles, do you want to give this a try?" I asked out of curiosity, "Jesus, what is that?" The Lord replied, "these are delicious crackers that I have especially brought to you from heaven.  Say ah, open your mouth!" I opened my mouth and the Lord placed a cracker in my mouth.

As soon as the cracker touched my mouth, they melted softly.  There are many delicious crackers in the world but the ones that the Lord gave me blew my mind.  The crackers were white and round shaped.  They were bite size crackers perfect for me to eat a whole one all at once.

I shouted with admiration, "wow! Jesus! The cracker is very delicious! I want to eat some more! Can you please give me one more?" The Lord said, "no, you should stop eating for now." I surprisingly replied, "what was that?" The Lord said, "this is food that saints eat in heaven.  I know you would like some more and when you visit heaven again, I will treat you to many more.  So pray fervently." In tears, I asked the Lord, "Jesus, please take me to heaven!" However, Jesus had already departed before I could finish my sentence.  I could only see and sense the residuals of His departure.  I felt a warm gentle breeze as a bright shinning light radiated.

Yes, the heavenly cracker that Jesus had given me will be left in my memory forever.  I will never forget the wonderful taste.  Tonight is a very blessed night, a night I cannot express in words.  From a distance, I heard Jesus kindly speak, "Freckles, soon, I will take you to heaven so do not fret.  Good bye." Then he was completely gone.

After I had regained my strength, I began to pray.  While I was praying, I saw evil spirits coming toward me.  Multitudes of skulls and bones from all directions began to converge on me.  I began to laugh at their appearance.  The evil spirits exploded in anger due to my reaction.  I shouted, "all of you bones, you look very funny.  In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave now!" They disappeared.

After we had earnestly prayed for long hours, a group of angels came from heaven and they filled their golden pot with our prayers.  As one angel ascended with the filled pot, another angel descended with the empty pot to again fill it with prayers.  The angels redundantly continued this process.  They were moving fast.  The pot was not only filled with our prayers but they also included our tears and the tone of our voices.  They were all delivered to heaven.

As I was praying, I saw an evil spirit disguised as a young girl dressed in white.  I quickly grabbed her hair, swung her around until all of her hair pulled out.  But after I even tore her close, she then transformed into a naked man.  I could see all his features, and he began to defecate and urinate at me.

I go so angry I grabbed his neck, "Filthy evil spirit! Why are you urinating on me?" I slapped his face, "I am sorry! Please forgive me! I promise that I will never come here again." I continued to slap and beat him up, then I threw him evil spirit toward Brother Haak Sung, whose body was engulfed in flames.  The evil spirit disintegrated into ashes as it hit Brother Haak Sung.

As I continued to pray, a second evil spirit appeared.  The evil spirit had two large eyes on its face.  Half of its face was that of a woman and the other half was the face of a man.  It had very short hair.  The evil spirit reminded me of some horror movie.  When it spoke, it had two different tones.  The tone of a man and a woman would come forth from its mouth.  I, as usual, like to grab their hair.  I pulled all of its hair and tore its clothes off.  The evil spirit stood naked.

The evil spirit reacted and said, "why have you undressed me? Who has undressed me?" I confidently replied, "It was I, I did it! Why do you ask? You feel violated?" The evil spirit cried and plead, "please dress me back.  Please hurry! I am very cold.  Please give me some clothes!"

As the evil spirit stood and watched, I destroyed the clothes by tearing it into pieces.  The evil spirit continued to complain.  "Who said you can undress me? Why have you ruined my clothes?" The evil spirit was annoying me.  I was irritated and said, "you are speaking nonsense.  You are dead!" I threw it onto the floor and began to beat it up.  It cried out, "oh, help me! This is painful! I know I can defeat you but I do not understand why you are able to over power me.  I am frightened!" I did not want to hear the complaints of the evil spirits.  I then broke its legs and threw the evil spirit far away from me.  It landed at the corner of the room and shattered into pieces.  Once the battle was won and over, the Lord appeared and came toward me.

Jesus wore a bright shinning gown as He walked toward me.  As He got closer, I noticed the Lord holding white round object.  Jesus said, "Yoo Kyung! Try this, it is a fruit from heaven.  I have brought it to you as a reward since you pray zealously.  Furthermore, your abilities to defeat the evil spirits have increased dramatically.  The fruit is very delicious.  Quickly, try it!" The Lord had spoken to me in such an affectionate way that I happily responded.  I was feeling great.  "Lord, thank you very much!" When I took my first bite, I shouted in admiration.  I then instantly devoured the fruit.

The Lord said, "Yoo Kyung, let us go visit heaven." Suddenly, I was wearing a gown that had wings attached to it.  We entered through the cross where a door led us through the sky.  As we flew through the sky, we soon arrived in heaven. 

When I arrived in heaven, I met Yeh Jee.  Yeh Jee and I danced before the Lord for a long time.  I noticed a piano made of gold located near us.  The piano was very large.  I starred at it the piano for quite some time, it was very intriguing.

While I was dancing, I saw Father God swaying on His throne.  From the throne, Father God displayed a brilliant shinning light.  God was light.  I was not able to look at Him.  There were several angels and they were all ardently writing something onto books that were displayed in front of the throne.  Father God is enormously huge.  One cannot imagine His size.  Even if one attempted to glance at Father god, it would be impossible due to the brilliant light.  The light is too strong for one to look toward.  Father's gown was very long and it reached down to His ankles.  I was only able to see His feet.

Father God spoke to me as His voice echoed.  "Yoo Kyung, isn't it great to be here? If you continue to pray earnestly, I will bring you here more often.  Therefore, earnestly pray without ceasing.  I bowed down and replied, "Yes sir, Amen." After I had spoken, His huge hand appeared from the light and patted my head.  Jesus then said, "Yoo Kyung, take a look at me!" When I turned to see Jesus, I became very sad and my heart broke.  I almost teared up.  On both His wrists, I saw the huge scars that were pierced by the nails.  I also saw the scars on His feet.  The Lord continued, "As I had my blood all poured out, I had died for you.  Always think of Me!"

I persistently asked the Lord to show me my home in heaven.  "I would like to see my house in heaven!" The Lord had permitted.  "Alright, I will show you your home." The Lord took me to my home.  My home in heaven was completely made of gold.  The house was twelve stories high.  The angels were busy building my home.  I jumped around like a rabbit as I felt excitement and jubilee.  I began to joyfully sing.  "Oh, Praise my soul." As I sang and praised, the Lord spoke.  "Dear Yoo Kyung, I would like to have a wedding ceremony with you."

Yeh Jee had followed me where ever I went.  "Sister! Jesus is very loving! He gives me a lot of food and He gives me so much love.  I am so happy to be here! Sister, let us hang out at the flower garden.  Please? Yeh Jee and I then went to the flower garden and enjoyed ourselves.  We rolled around the flowers and had a good time.  We spent a good deal of time in the garden.  The Lord then said, "Yoo Kyung! It is time for you to leave.  Say farewell to Yeh Jee." Sister Yeh Jee then said, "Sister, stay in good health and visit me again." We gave each other a hug and I departed.

While I was in prayer, the Holy Spirit continued to put fire in my body.  My body had become a fireball, unbearable hot.  Many different types of evil spirits began to attack me, but when they touched my body, they lit on fire and became ash.  All of them had melted away.

When a snake began to slither toward me, I grabbed it and tore its head off.  I then wrapped its on the wooden stick and torched it.  Then an evil spirit with short hair, dressed in white attempted to attack me, but I grabbed it and burned it with fire.  Then other spirits began to advance toward me, but they began to flee as the Holy Fire from my body radiated.  I finally understood why the evil spirits had not come close to the Pastor.  Whenever he prayed, his body would become a fireball, so they tried to avoid him.  It was actually entertaining watching them avoid the Pastor. 

The electric piano began to play a song called 'Baptize by the Holy Spirit.'  So I began to dance in the Spirit with the tune and rhythm.  I was also battling and defeating the evil spirits in my dance.  It was exhilarating.  Jesus was pleased and He complimented me.  "Great job my dear Sam doll!" The Lord's encouraging words made me feel fantastic.

The electrical piano then played 'Three nails' and I instantly teared up in repentance.  I started to look at Jesus as He wiped the tears away, and comforted me with warm words.   He then began to walk between the church members who were praying, and touched them on their head.  When He reached the Pastor, He touched his head several more times.

In a loud voice, Jesus commanded the angels.  "Angels! Cover and heavily coat my blood over the entrance of the Lord's church.  Do not let the evil spirits parade all over this building.  Cover and coat my blood within the air."  Angels instantly appeared, and carried out His command with great speed.  First, they placed a protective layer over the church entrance and the ceiling.  At the entrance, the door and the two pillars received the protective layer.  On top of the protective layer, the angels then began to cover and coat it with the Lord's blood.  Once the blood was there to protect us, I saw the evil spirits confused and fighting one another to enter the church.  With the blood protecting us, it didn't matter how many evil spirits were there, none could enter the church.  So I was able to finish my prayers in peace.

While I was praying, the Lord appeared with two angels.  They escorted me to the galaxy.  Once we arrived at our destination, the Lord commanded the angels to return home to heaven.  Jesus then said, "Bong Nyu, let us go visit hell." As soon as I held the Lord's hand, we were already in hell.

We began to walk through a narrow pathway.  The pathway was so narrow that I felt like I was walking on a levee in a rice paddy.  On each side of the pathway, I could not see the bottom.  I was looking down an endless cliff.  If I lost my balance, I would fall off the road.  I could hear echoes of screams and wailing from below.  The people screaming appeared to be in much pain.  The stench filled the air and was unbearable.  I could smell rotten corpse and burning flesh.  Dark smoke rose upward and it was continuous.  It was difficult for me to ascertain my balance.  I could not tell which way was front anymore.

I once had an experience of being separated from the Lord when we were in hell.  I was apprehensive that it could happen again.  I decided to hold on to his hand very tightly with all my strength.  We continued to walk further in.  The narrow pathway became even more narrower.  As I tried to balance my self from the tight narrow road, I had to let go of the Lord's hand.  The Lord continued to walk forward and I followed right behind him while grabbing the hem of His gown.  From both sides of the pathway, I continued to hear screams of help.  "Help me! Save me! It is hot! Please help me!" It sounded as though millions of voices were echoing from below.  The screams were so loud and numerous, I felt as the screams were right at my ear.

I began to feel as though someone was following us from behind.  I also felt someone holding on to my hem.  Then I felt the presence of people around me.  I instantly became nervous and frightened.  I braced myself and tried to draw up courage.  "Just look upon the Lord! Just think about the Lord! Just continue to walk forward!" As I thought to myself, the thing that I feared most happened.  The Lord disappeared.  All of hell is dark and it almost impossible to see anything.  However, I was able to see a slight glimmer of light, but it was only for a second.

When I saw the light for a second, I realized it was the Lord before He disappeared.  I could no longer see him anywhere around me.  'Oh! What should I do now? How can I lose Jesus in Hell? The Lord is so pitiless.  Where can He possible be? Why did He leave me all alone? I felt very despaired.' "Jesus! Where are you? Please come back! Help me! I'm frightened! Lord!" It didn't matter how much I called for Him, the Lord was no where around me.  Although I wanted to continue walking forward, I was not able to due to the darkness.

I stood frozen and was not able to take another step.  I had no plan and I felt lost.  Then suddenly, I felt something squirming around my feet.  I attempted to see what was harassing my feet.  I looked closer but was unable to see clearly, it was very hazy.  When I figured out what was around my feet, I almost fainted from shock.  There were four black snakes tightly coiling both my legs and they were moving upward.  When I was with Jesus, these types of events never happened.  But as soon as I had lost the Lord, the snakes were coiling around me.

I quickly gathered my senses and shouted, "how dare you coil around me?" While I was shouting at the snakes, I grabbed their bodies and threw them into the distance.  I began to move forward through the darkness.  I moved slowly as I fumbled with my hands and feet.  Since I was moving extremely slow, the snakes were able to catch up with me.  Once they reached me, they began to coil around my body.  Once again I grabbed them and threw them into the distance.  I continued to move forward and again the snakes recovered and caught up to me.  I threw them again.  It seemed as though I was in a nightmare repeating the same event.  The odd thing was that the snakes did not bite me.  Moreover, they were not very large or long.  They were medium sized snakes with different colors.

After battling with the snakes for some time, I was able to move forward.  I finally reached a place, however, it was a place full of bones and skulls.  The bones and skulls were piled up as high as a mountain.  The skull and bones were alive and moving.  Suddenly, I felt someone grabbing the hem of my dress.  I turned to see who or what was grabbing my hem.  I saw a skull biting onto my dress and it was resisting as I tried to knock it off.  This skeleton did not have any hands, it used its teeth to hold onto my hem.  It then began to speak to me.

"Please take me too! Please!" In that moment, I remembered my parents, my little brother, my nephew, and my brother in law who were in torment.  As I reminisced about my family, I became very upset and began bursting out foul language without realizing it.

"I can't even take care of myself right now, how dare you grab my dress! I am very busy looking for a way out and I am in a hurry! Dam it! Get out of my way! Let go of my dress!" As I was shouting, I pounded on the skull and it shattered into many pieces.  This time, the bones of a hand grabbed and tugged on my dress.  I tried to shake it off but it resisted.  There were too many bones and skulls to deal with, I was not going to be able to defeat them all.  I loudly shouted.  "You filthy bones! My body is blazing with Holy Fire and the Trinity God lives in me.  The moment you touch me, you will become burn and become dust and ash! If you dare to touch me, then touch!" The skull and bones did no come close to me anymore.  The ones that clung on to me became ashes.  Once the bones stopped harassing me, I was able to move forward without any obstacles.

When Jesus accompanied me before, it was very easy to move in hell.  The Lord is light so He provided the light.  Walking without Him now is very difficult and confusing.  Fumbling my way forward was exhausting.  I was using all my mental strength negotiating through the darkness.  Exhausted and without thinking I sat down.  My wings that were attached to my gown had become damaged.  It became worse, now I would not be able to fly.

Once again I gathered my mind and regained my strength.  I moved forward but this time I crawled.  I almost fell asleep, I was getting drowsy.  I dozed off for a few seconds and when I opened my eyes I was inside a cell.  The cell was very cramped and there was only enough room for one person.  It was still very dark and I could not see anything.  When I thought it couldn't get worse, some creature began pulling on my body and hair.  It was making some hideous wailing sound.  In my anger I exploded and foul language began coming from my mouth again.  I attempted to find a way out but it seemed hopeless.  My efforts were in vain.  The more I resisted my situation, I felt more hands from all directions coming out to pull and shake my body.  The hands from unknown creatures were harassing me.  I was not able to defeat the harassment so I became more abusive with my language.

"I will break all of your wrists! Are you going to keep your hands to yourself? If you have lived a righteous life, you would not have ended up here.  You are all absurd!

I am here to defeat the king of hell, Satan, who is the ruler of this place.  Satan, the one who has deceived and deluded many people.  He has lead them all to hell.  I will defeat the king of devils no matter what! In my body, I have the Holy blazing fire with the Trinity God.  If you touch my body, you are all dead! Furthermore, I am covered with the blood of Jesus so whoever touches or grabs me will burn in to ash and dust." After I had warned them, they all stepped back shocked in fear.  Within a few seconds, the third highest ranking devil appeared.  I thought I had encountered him before.  He had about fifty heads and legs.  The devil grabbed my leg and tore my clothes off.  I was naked.

I shouted with a voice of thunder.  "You have been commanded to tear my clothes off from the king of devils.  Take it all off if you dare! No matter how many times you tear my clothes off, I will not blink.  I am not afraid of you! Devils! I have the Trinity God living in me and the Holy Blazing Fire.  You do not frighten me, I am not afraid of you! No matter how hard you attempt to frighten me, I will not be moved.  I have one thing against you! My heart aches over the fact that my parents are tormented in hell.  The king of devils is responsible for pain my parents must endure.  I will find him no matter what and then I will avenge my parents.  You are too weak to challenge me, depart from me you fool! Bring me the king of devils! Hurry! Depart!

The devil angrily shouted back.  "I am the one you must encounter today.  My brother, Satan, told me to tear your clothes off and pluck you eyeballs out.  I have been commanded to slice your flesh from your bones.  He also told me to let the insects penetrate and eat your flesh.  You will taste death today! hahahaha"

Once he threatened me, I replied back.  "What? You worthless devil! Do as you wish! Since the Lord lives in me, I will feel no pain even if you are able to slice my flesh and pluck my eyes out! You better be careful since I have the Holy Blazing fire within me! I recognize you.  You came to our church many times and have hindered us so much.  You have hindered the pastor from writing the book, right? Well, do as you wish!" The devil showed me his knife, it was dark blue.  It looked very sharp.  He began slicing my flesh like sushi.  I did not even blink or feel pain.  "Oh, this is quite invigorating! It feels very nice! Slice all of my flesh if you like! I am not worried because Trinity God is protecting me.  Slice some more of my flesh!" I annoyed the devil with confidence.  I did not feel any pain, in fact, I felt rather refreshed.  I could tell that Almighty God was protecting me and His power was with me.

When my eyes were plucked out, I did not feel any pain.  It felt like as though someone was scratching my itch.  I felt refreshed.  I stood with no flesh, I was a skeleton.  The fifty headed devil brought a bucket filled with maggots and poured them upon my body.  The maggot began to penetrate into my bones and they began eating my marrow.  They were also eating my sliced flesh.

As the maggots gorged on my bones, I felt no pain under God's special protection.  I fervently began to pray in tongues.  As I prayed, I looked over my gruesome appearance.  The swarm of maggots were all over my skeleton.  They had no effect but what affected me was the thought of my mother in torment.  I began to tear up.  I am a worthless sinner who is now a dried up skeleton.  I gave thanks once again to the Lord who was protecting me even though the devil tried to inflict pain and torment.  I felt no pain.  My peaceful moment was short lived.  Once more I became very angry from the thoughts of my family in torment.  I was spiteful of the devils.

The evil spirit then transformed itself into a dinosaur.  He had one eye with small bumps all over its body.  The bumps actually looked like miniature horns.  The dinosaur had a long menacing tail.  The tail was long and appeared strong.  I believe if it swung at me with it I could instantly die.  The dinosaur appeared very frightening.  I shouted and stretched out my hands, "Holy Fire!" Then from my hands, a fireball came forth and projected at the dinosaur.  The fireball knocked the huge dinosaur down.  From the ground, the dinosaur growled to expose its crocodile's teeth and suddenly what appeared as leeches crawled from its body.

*Lee Haak Sung eats the grapes of heaven

Jesus appeared and asked me, "Haak Sung, let us go to heaven." I replied by asking, "Jesus, can deaconess Shin go with us as well?" The Lord answered by saying that He only allows one person to visit at a time.  I asked, "could you then take deaconess Shin first?" The Lord denied my request.  "Deaconess Shin's prayers are not strong enough.  Therefore, I can not take her as of yet." As a result, the Lord and I visited heaven.

When we arrived in heaven, the Lord said, "since my child, Haak Sung, is in heaven visiting, I would like to treat you to something delicious." The Lord then brought me some fruits that looked like grapes.  I accepted the fruits and ate them.  The taste was breath taking! It is impossible for me to compare the fruits of heaven with the taste of the fruits from the earth.

The Lord took me in front of the Father's throne.  It is impossible for me to imagine Father God.  He is very mighty and enormous.  It appeared as though He was sitting on some type of chair.  Due to the bright light shinning from above, I was not able to lift my head up.  In a moment of fortuity, I thought I saw Father God.  Father God was covered by misty clouds or what appeared to be fog.  However, I was able to see the Father's fee vividly.  Father God had a table in front of him where several large opened books laid.  A bright golden color shone from the books.  As I was standing in front of Father God, a group of angels arrived to take me to heaven's crystal clear ocean.  I swam for a long period and then returned back home to the Lord's church.

Once I had returned to the church, I immediately began praying.  In my prayer, a scene of Jesus suffering appeared in front of me.  In the scene, Jesus was walking with the cross.  As he walked, He was hit with rod lashes.  The scene was very realistic.  The Lord continued walking up a hill with the cross over His back.  Walking up a hill with a cross required much strength, but the Lord was very weak.  I saw Him fall several times.

The soldier with a feather helmet lashed at Jesus who was already on the ground.  I stretched out my hands to grab the lash and stop it but it was futile.  I could not grab it, my hands went right through the lash.  They placed Jesus at the cross and began hammering large nails into his hands and feet.  Once they had hammered the nails into Him, the blood did not stop flowing.  The scars formed as the crown of thorns penetrated deep into His head.  His whole body was covered with blood.

Jesus was pierced, bruised, and died more horrendously than we could have ever imagine or have visualized on a movie.  The scene of Jesus suffering was unbearable and it was too much for me to watch.  I cried very much.  Then the Lord drew closer and comforted me.  He wiped away my tears.  "Haak Sung, do not cry." Once Jesus left my side, multitudes of evil spirits appeared.  I battled and defeated the evil spirits and finished my prayers.

Kim Joo Eun:    *The evil spirit that is filled with bugs and centipedes

During my prayers, all kinds of strange and unusual looking evil spirits appeared.  One of the evil spirits had black moles at the corners of each eye.  The evil spirit with the moles resembled a man with a white cloth.  The eyes were that of a frog and it gave a sharp side long glance at me.  The evil spirit had a forehead riddled with wrinkles.  It reminded me of a chrysalis worm.  It had a pale face as larvas and small centipedes came froth from its body and face.  Multitudes of insects crawled all over its face.

I wanted to grab the evil spirit but the creepy and heinous appearance prevented me.  I seized it by his throat and shook it.  However, when I shook it, I almost passed out.  "Insects are sticking to my hands!" I burst out screaming.  I threw the evil spirit toward Sister Baek Bong Nyu.  The evil spirit disintegrated into ashes as it reached Sister Baek Bon Nyu.  She was covered with the Holy Fire.

Soon after, a large snake began to craw and wiggle towards me.  The loathsome appearance forced me to grab it by its tail and I swung it several times throwing it into Mrs.  Kang Hyun Ja's direction.  She was dancing in the spirit.  As the snake hurdled toward Mrs.  Kang Hyun Ja, it opened its mouth in attempt to bite her.  but once the snake opened its mouth, a flame leaped out from Mrs.  Kang Hyun ja and toward the snake.  The snake quickly maneuvered and moved toward Sister Baek Bon Nyu.  Fortunately, sister Baek bong Nyu was also blazing with Holy fire.  The snake then changed directions and attacked Brother Haak Sung.  Once it reached Brother Haak Sung, it coiled itself tightly on Haak Sung's body.

Then suddenly, an unexpected event happened.  The snake began to speak, "It is beyond your strength! Haak Sung, you brat, when did you become so strong? It is very difficult for me to coil you." As it grumbled, it next crawled toward sister Yoo Kyung.  but sister Yoo Kyung bit the snake's head and attempted to decapitate it.  The snake then slid toward me.  Once again it came back to me.  I shouted, "You loathsome evil spirit! Why are you continually harassing the congregation?" I used my hand as a sword to cut it in half.  The snake sliced in half screaming.  This experience was marvelous.

I peeled the skin and minced it.  I minced it like vegetables.  I placed the pieces onto a wooden stick and began to roast it on a bon fire.  The evil snake cried as it disappeared.  "My body, my body." I also roasted the snake's eyes by piercing the eyes onto the tip of the wooden stick.  The strange thing was that when I wished for a knife, it appeared next to me.  Just as when I wished for the fire, the fire appeared next to me as well.  In fact, anything that I thought or wished, the Lord had granted me.

With that incident behind me, I focused back into prayer.  However, during my prayer, an evil spirit disguised as a young girl appeared to me once again.  This time, her hair was curly as if she had permed it.  Her eyes were glistening more today than other days.  She flew over our heads.  I was very startled so I called upon the Lord.  "Jesus! that evil spirit has come once again! Lord! Help me!" As I screamed, the young girl yelled at me.  "Oh, shut up! You are too noisy! Ill mannered bitch!" I rebuked her right back, "what? I have no manners? You are saying that I am ill mannered? You bitch!" I bursted out with foul language.

The evil spirit replied, "Oh! Look at this brat? You are using more foul language than I am." She placed her hands on the side of her waist and made a pose.  "Hey! Are you serious? How are you able to act like this?" The evil spirit was simply surprised at my behavior.  I ran toward her and grabbed her hair.  I swung her toward the piano.  I angrily said, "What? Why not? I can behave like this to you more than enough!" After I had defeated the evil spirit, Jesus appeared in a white gown.  "Freckles, how are you doing?" I replied, "Jesus! Why are you come now? Do you know how much I have missed you?" The Lord said, "alright Freckles! I am sorry.  Am I a little late? Now that I am here, let us hang out." Jesus poked at different parts of my body.  When He patted and caressed my head, my hair moved slowly forward one hair at a time.  The sense of His touch was fantastic.

Since I love Jesus very much, I would bury my head into his knees.  I would rub my head and face on his knees.  As I was rubbing, I murmured, "Jesus! your knees feels so soft and comforting.! How come your gown feels extremely soft and smooth? it feels nice to touch." The Lord replied, "Is that right? When you come to heaven later, you will be wearing these types of gown as much as you want."

Today, Jesus did not come visit empty handed.  He had brought me some fruits.  As He handed it over to me he said, "Freckles, try this." I asked the Lord, "Jesus, what is this?" The Lord replied, "this is fruits from heaven in which the saints eat.  Try it, the fruit is very delicious." I took a bite from it.  "Wow! Jesus! What kind of fruit can possibly be this good? It is really awesome."

The heavenly fruit resembled the size of an earth apple.  The color, however, was white and the fruit had a sweet and sour taste to it.  As the fruit entered my mouth, it melted softly.  It was so delicious that I could not imagine or compare any earthly fruits to it.  Since I had tasted a fruit from heaven, the fruits on earth do no justice.

The Lord smiled as He watched me eat the fruit.  I immediately ate the fruit in one sitting.  Jesus asked, "Freckles, isn't it very delicious?" With excitement, I replied, "Lord! Why are the fruits and crackers of heaven so delicious? It is impossible for me to compare them to any earthly foods." The Lord asked, "is that right? Would you like me to bring you fruits from heaven everyday?" I instantly answered, "Yes! Please bring them everyday! Can you also bring a fruit to each of the church members?"

*Joo Eun’s visitation to hell

The Lord suddenly appeared and took me to hell without saying a word.  When we arrived in hell, we stood in the midst of darkness where a large chair was located.  The chair was covered and decorated with skulls, and a long haired creature sat on it.  He was a creepy looking skeleton, with small bugs moving about his face.  As I looked more carefully, they appeared like caterpillars and maggots moving from his face onto his whole figure, even covering the chair.

I shouted, "Lord, It is disgusting!", and Jesus handed me a sharp axe.  I held the axe in my hand and walked toward the skeleton creature.  As soon as I was close enough, I struck the the skeleton.  He and and all the insects disintegrated in flames.  I guess the Lord wanted me to destroy the creature. The Lord cheered and strengthen me.  "Freckles, since your faith has grown so much, you are now able to defeat the devils.  Always have faith and be confident." Suddenly, I was back at the Lord's church. 

Later on, while I was praying, an evil spirit with two legs appeared.  As it drew next, it hissed at me with a long tongue.  So I grabbed the tongue and threw it in the corner.  As it crashed into the wall, it screamed in pain.  "Ouch! It hurts!"  After it recovered, it jumped back on its feet and went toward brother Joseph. 

It began to lick Joseph's face with its disgusting tongue.  "Oh! How delicious! Really tasty!" I did not know if Brother Joseph even realized what was happening.  Joseph continued to pray fervently, when suddenly he yelled out, "Jesus' blood! Jesus' blood!" He had not yet been spiritually awakened so it was difficult for him to know when evil spirits harassed him.  As he was calling on the Lord's blood, blood began to flow from his mouth.  The blood instantly melted the evil spirit's tongue, and it turned pale blue and became frightened.  Fleeing, it shouted, "What kind of blood is this?"

Lee Yoo Kyung:    *Yoo Kyung desperately battles with all kinds of evil spirits

In the middle of my prayer, an evil spirit in the form of a lizard appeared, hissing at me as it came closer to me.  I was horrified and quickly grabbed its neck, throwing it towards Brother Haak Sung.  Haak Sung caught it and threw it away, but it recovered and came back at me.  So I grabbed it again and threw it even further, yelling "Evil spirit! In the name of Jesus Christ, depart!"  It disappeared.

But after the lizard was gone, an evil spirit disguised as a young girl appeared.  Half of her face was white, while the other half was black.  She was trying to annoy me by scratching a chalkboard with her nails.  I shouted, "I do not want to hear that sound! Evil spirit, in the name of Jesus, depart!" However, it did not depart, but rather tried harder to annoy me.  I was so irritated that I ran toward her and grabbed a chunk of her hair and threw her onto the ground.  Once she hit the ground, she disappeared.

Later, as I was in prayer, I began to cry as I thought about Jesus.  But, today, He did not come so quickly, and that evil little girl spirit reappeared, ridiculing me.  "Hey! Are you crying? Why are you crying? Are you crying because Jesus did not come to you? You have become sulky." It continue to irritate me so I said, "Do you want to fight with me?" She shouted back, "come on, make the first move," and then transformed itself into a stocky looking man with short hair.

When I loudly shouted, "Jesus' blood! Jesus' blood," it laughed at me, "what? Jesus' blood? Go ahead, blood!"  I became so infuriated that I began to call on God the Trinity over and over.  It replied, "Who is the Trinity? Where is the Trinity? Do not call upon that name. It frightens me!" With a louder voice, I shouted, "Trinity God! Help me!" The evil spirit shouted back, "I said that frightens me.  Do not call upon that name! Why are you continuing to call on God?"  Soon its his face became distorted.  Out of nowhere a fireball came, hitting him on the tail.  He ran back and forth screaming, and I quickly grabbed his leg, hurling him into the distance.

After a short time, a huge evil spirit appeared that had one eye stitched up.  A swarm of worms moved in the area of the scar.  When it came close to me, it repeatedly said, "I have to drag you into hell!"  But it became sad realizing that it couldn't take me there.  I shouted, "Trinity God! Help me!" and it fled to where the Pastor was praying.

As it came close to the Pastor, it shouted, "this one prays everyday! Why do you pray so much?" It then went to the Pastor's wife and said, "This one always prays as well! Hey! Stop praying! It is not good.  Not fun at all!"  It then came back to me and interrupted me, "Hey, praying is a bad thing! Do not pray!" I exploded, "it is me who is praying! Why are you continually interrupting my prayer?" The evil spirit laughed and taunted me.  "What kind of prayer is that? Do you call that prayer? Let's play!" I ran toward it.  Touching its face, I shouted, "Jesus' blood! Jesus' blood!" The evil spirit began to plead and complain.  "It is hot! Let go of me! Let go! Please let me go!" I swung the evil spirit away from me.

Then another evil spirit appeared that had a huge horn on its head, with large eyes and ears.  I tore the ears off and poked its eyes out.  I then cut the horn off and grabbed its foot to swing it away.  However, it persistently reappeared and clung on to me.  I was so irritated by its persistence that I began to speak abusively.  Suddenly, I felt someone pull my shirt.  I assumed it was Jesus and with joy I turned around.  But it was not Jesus, it was an evil spirit in the form of a dark shadow.  The dark shadow grabbed my shirt and clung on to it.  I shouted, "in the name of Jesus, depart!" butt he evil spirit taunted me, "I will not depart! I will not depart!"  I yelled, "Trinity God! Holy Fire!" A fire ball appeared and engulfed their bodies in flames.  They all disintegrated. 

When the prayer meeting was about to end, the Lord appeared.  He walked toward the Pastor and listened to his prayer.  The Lord patted him on the back and body, especially the areas where the Pastor had pain.  Jesus then walked up to each church member who were still praying and patted them as well.

*Sister Baek Bong Nyu meets Satan the King of hell once again

While I was praying, I felt a strong darkness come upon me.  However, I continued to praying in tongues.  During that moment, I thought that my prayer was in a level of deep state.  I began to see a light come down.  It was moving in a circular motion, something like a spiral.  From the spiraling light, angels began to come forth from it.  As the angels came forward, they said that the Lord had commanded them to escort saint Baek Bong Nyu from the Lord's Church.  I accompanied the angels as we flew to our destination.  We passed through space and then through the Milky way.  I met Jesus as we passed through the Milky way.  When we saw each other, we were delighted to see each other.  Jesus then grabbed my hand and said, "Bong Nyu! Let us go to hell!" The Lord lead the way to hell.

As soon as we arrived in hell, we instantly went to a place where my mother was located.  I did not know if she was aware of the fact that I was arriving.  Once she had realized I had arrived, her face turned pale blue and shouted.  "Oh, Bong Nyu! Why have you come again? Leave this place quickly!" I replied, "mother, I am here again because I am worried about you! I am concerned with the fact that Satan make seek his vengeance on you since it was I who inflicted his eyes.  I also wounded his back and tore off his wings.  This is why I have come again with Jesus." After I had explained the reason to my mother, she pleaded.  "Please do not irritate Satan, just leave now!" As we conversed, I suddenly heard Satan's clangorous voice.  His eerie voice echoed all around.

Satan shouted in a tone as though he was waiting for this very moment.  "I have eagerly waited for this moment to see you.  I knew you would come again! Today, I will let you observe something very special.  You may witness the torment of your family members." The Lord and I stood in front of Satan as he sat on an enormous chair.  My family members were already standing in line awaiting to be punished.  As my family stood there, my heart froze from shock.  It was a suspenseful moment, I nervously shook not knowing the outcome.  My mind began to go weak.

Even in the midst of uncertainty and terror, my mother was able to speak words of comfort.  "Bong Nyu! We are in hell, we have given up hope a long time ago.  It is hopeless now.  Do not worry about us anymore.  If you have anything to say to Satan, say it now and say it all." I closely observed the wounded areas where I had attacked him.  Satan's wounded eye was covered with a black material.  It was the eye I had inflicted damage.  When I saw his other eye, it was blazing with rage.  His anger was so fierce that flames would fly from him and blaze in front of me.  He expressed a satisfaction of finally encountering me again.  He was determined to seek his revenge.  I then recovered my senses and braced myself for battle.

I boldly declared, "Satan! I have Trinity God within me.  Furthermore, I have the blazing Holy Fire within me.  I will have to cut off your head and throw it into the fire of hell in order to fulfill my satisfaction.  I am so discontent at the moment!" Once Satan had listened to my words, he replied.  "Ok! Good! I had expected your return.  I knew you would come.  It is all working out for my purpose!"

    *Satan disguised into the gods that Sister Baek Bong Nyu had once worshiped when she was sorcerer

I was not frightened by Satan at all.  I shouted with a voice of thunder challenging him.  "You evil monster! Reveal your identity! You ugly looking devil! Why do you torment the multitudes of people.  Are you a man or woman? You miserable being! You nasty being! Why are you not revealing your identity? Once I had recovered from my sickness, I was going to teach you a lesson! But the Lord had asked me not to attack you.  I have no option but to talk to you in an abusive manner.  I do promise you one thing, when I completely recover, I will cut off your head! I will turn all of hell upside down.  What kind of figure are you planning to transform yourself into? Reveal your identity!"

While I shouted, his face suddenly turned white and he transformed into a supernatural being.  He transformed into a mountain wizard, a spirit of the mountain.  Korean people worship mountain wizards as a holy god.

I recognized the wizard's face, it looked very familiar.  With the form of a mountain wizard, he tenderly called my name.  "Bong Nyu! In the past few years, you had politely worshipped and served me with honor.  But now, you are challenging and attacking me? You are even speaking abusively." He then pounded his cane onto the ground as though he was mistreated.  I thought his face looked very familiar and at that moment, I clearly remembered.  He had transformed into a mountain wizard I had met a long time ago.  When I used to worship and serve other gods, I had desired to receive power from them.  I sought the power from higher ranking gods.  I used to climb and visit all the famous mountains in Korea.  Satan had transformed himself into the powerful mountain wizard I had met before.

Satan continued to converse in a sly heavy voice.  I sensed some shakiness in his voice but I knew it was deception and therefore I began to talk abusively to him.  "You filthy devil! When did I worship a old looking bag like yourself?" Satan questioned back, "how can you not know who I am? Look at my appearance! You used to serve me with honor, didn't you?" I continued to insist that I had nothing to do with him.  "Old man! I have never worshipped or serve you, depart from me this instant! If you do not depart, I will turn you into ashes with the power of Trinity God, the Holy fire, and the Lord's blood that is within me! So depart from me now!" But it persisted to the end.  "But I am still the old man you serve!"

I became more temperamental.  "If I come to you now, you are dead! You better depart now!" The old looking mountain wizard disappeared and transformed back into Satan.  I wanted him to reveal his identity and I hysterically shouted.  "It is worthless to boast about your enormous size.  Even though your height reaches the ends of hell, I am not afraid of you! Reveal your identity!

Since Trinity God lives in me, you are nothing to be afraid of! Hurry! Reveal your true identity!" I was not expecting him to transform into another being but it did.  It transformed into an enormous tall woman with long hair wearing a black dress.

The woman was also a god that I had met and served.  In the past, as I worshipped, I whole heartedly searched for a higher power at a famous mountain.  I finally met her after I had devoted myself for it.  I began to loudly shout, "you have finally revealed yourself! My words were exactly right! Why have you appeared so late, ugly face.  I have confirmed it is you.  You can depart now, disappear now before I pluck out your eyes!" The woman departed and Satan appeared.

Jesus grabbed my hand and led me.  "Bong Nyu! This is enough for today.  Let us go!" As I was led by the Lord, I looked at Satan and hysterically shouted.  "You devil! Since the Lord is taking me back, I cannot inflict pain on you.  But you better be ready for me next time.  I will cut off your head and throw it into the fire of hell! As long as I am alive, I will destroy you! You just wait!"

Jesus took me to heaven in order to comfort and cheer me up.  We arrived at a mountain where enormous lights shinned down.  The mountains to my left and right were all shinning brightly.  The mountains were all white and shinning with golden colors.  The brightness was blinding.

In the middle of the two mountains were round shape holes.  The holes produced white clouds and fog and it rose upward.  I then saw a crystal clear pond where water flowed.  From the flowing pond, Jesus called and commanded five angels.

"Since Saint Baek Bong is physically weak, give her a bath here and then escort her safely to the Lord's church."

After Jesus had commanded, the angels instantly gave me a bath.  They then escorted me back to the church.  Once back at church, I began to pray.  When I think about what my parents may be going through, I cannot bear the thought of their pain and torment by Satan.  I was also suffering in pain and my body was weak and sick.  I laid down on the church bench and had to lay down to pray.  I finished my prayer laying down.

As I prayed in tongues for hours, I began to experience persistent pain that pierced inside my ears.  It felt like as though someone or something was using a sharp object such as a thorn to pierce my ears repeatedly.  I tried to ignore the pain as I continued to pray but the pain became unbearable.  I asked Brother Haak Sung who was praying behind me.  "Haak sung, I feel a lot of pain in my ears.  Could you please take a look? I am unable to see what is causing the pain." Haak Sung shouted, "Deaconess Shin, Oh, my good heavens! A tiny evil spirit is inside your ear and it is stabbing your ear with a sharp object! What should we do?"

I prayed for the evil spirit to be removed but it did not go away.  Haak Sung even prayed for me but the piercing pain continued.  Since our ability to cast it out was not effective, we eventually ran up to the altar and sought the pastor.  The pastor was in prayer but I interrupted him and urgently asked, "Pastor, I am experiencing so much pain.  My ears are stinging! Please cast out the evil spirit out of me!" The Pastor shouted, "Satan! I command you in the name of Jesus Christ! Depart!" The evil spirit instantly complied and departed.  From that moment, I was able to easily continue with my prayers.  Moreover, my body became hot by the Holy Spirit's fire.

Jesus then placed something in my mouth.  "Freckles, taste it." It tasted a lot like a strawberry.  The fruit had a sweet and sour taste to it.  It was very delicious.  In fact, it was fantastic.  I devoured it all.

"Jesus! Thank you very much." As I thanked the Lord, He appeared very happy.  Since the Lord to be in a good mood, I decided to take this opportunity to ask Him for a favor.  "Jesus! We are financially struggling everyday.  We are all poor.  Please help us win a lottery ticket!" The Lord was silent for a moment and then burst out in laughter.  He then looked at me and smiled.  I decided to ask for additional favors.  "Jesus, I am the smallest kid in my class.  Can you please make me taller? " He did not reply to my request on the lottery ticket but he did grant my request for additional height.  He said, "Alright."

*Joo Eun attacks the king of hell who is Satan himself

Jesus asked me, "Freckles, let us go visit hell." Without waiting for my response, He took me to hell.  As soon as we arrived, I noticed that we were standing in front of the king of evil spirits, Satan himself.  It was truly frightful.  The size of Satan was enormous.  He reached to the high end points of hell.  His chair was also very enormous.  I developed goose bumps all over my body as I had to witness the appalling and hideous site.  I almost lost it and came close to wetting my pants.  I snapped out of my fear and realized that Jesus was next to me.  Jesus would protect me and I began to feel more comfortable and calm.  The emotions of panic and fear went away.

I remember Sister Baek Bong Nyu's testimony about her attacking Satan and where his weak spots were located.  I felt confident knowing where I could wound him.  When I looked at Satan's eyes, I could see that one of eyes had been previously pierced and pushed inward.  I could not see his eye ball.  The wounded eye was the result of Sister Baek Bong Nyu's assault on him.  I could clearly see the residual effects of our sister.  As I continued to observe Satan, I began to feel pain in my neck.  My neck was beginning to stiffen as I had continuously look up.  Satan would also get up from his chair and stand up, then sit down.  He would repeat this action over and over for some reason.  I noticed he grinded his teeth frequently and that his wings were torn and damaged.

"Oh, such humiliation! I am so annoyed! Are you trying to say that even though I had sent my army of evil spirits to the Lord's church, the congregation had defeated them? What is that to you? You fools! Why are you defeated everyday? Are you really my subjects? Which one should I sent this time?" As Satan shouted in anger, I suddenly became very upset and attacked him.

"Shut up! Devil! What are you planning for the Lord's church?" He finally glared straight at me and with a loud hideous voice said, "Who do you think you are? How dare you challenge me?" Since I know Jesus was next to me, I rebuked Satan with confidence.  "Shut up! Devil! You are nothing! You crazy brat!" As I continued to abusively shout at him, Satan became more angry and shook.  However, he then smiled and looked at me as though I was a joke.  "You, who are you? A little brat? Where did you come from?"

I don't know where I got the confidence to attack but I walked toward Satan and circled behind him to his back.  I kicked his feet and punch him but he was not flinch.  Instead, he began to agitate by provoking and taunting me.  "Oh, that tickles!" So I shouted, "Lord! Give me strength!" I began to climb up his leg and eventually got to his shoulder.  Satan's skin was a thick as armor.

As I rode on Satan's shoulder, I pleaded and cried out.  "God! Give me strength! Please grant me the sword of the Holy Spirit!" The Lord then granted me the sword of the Holy Spirit.  As soon as the sword was in my hand, I also noticed that my arms and hands were strengthen.  My muscles and tendons became thick and durable.  I repeatedly pierced into Satan's back mercilessly.  Satan was annoyed and fumed in anger.  "You are puncturing me! Ouch! It is painful! Stop it!"

Satan shouted in a resonant voice, "I will kill you! The Lord's church will have no peace!" Jesus clapped and cheered me on, "Freckles, you are doing well.  Keep at it! " Jesus was responding to my action.  Satan was already clearly distressed from the wounds and scars created by Sister Baek Bong Nyu's previous assault.  The previous wounds were barely healing.  Satan's carelessness provided me the opportunity to assault him over the previously wounded areas.  Satan screamed in torment.

I then climbed back down and laid on the floor in front of the king of devils.  I began to irritate Satan as Sister Baek Bong Nyu had.  "Wow! I can see a lot better.  It is more comfortable for me to look at you this way." As Satan became more agitated and distressed, he began to take out his anger on his subjects.  He shouted, "You brats! What are you looking at? Do not just stand there, attack quickly.  Now!" The Lord then spoke with a loud tone, "Who are you planning to attack? How dare you attack without my permission?" As Jesus rebuked, all the evil spirits held their heads down and stood in silence.  They would not dare move a muscle.  They were constrained.

I began joyfully irritating Satan even further.  Satan was screaming as though his heart was going to explode in agony.  Since Jesus was standing next to me, Satan was in a helpless situation.  I then climbed back unto Satan's back and reached his head.  I pulled out all his hair and made him bald.  With the sword of the Holy Spirit, I began to tear into his damaged wings.  In front of Jesus, the king of devils was nothing.  As I was thrilled, I decided to taunt Satan again and I laid down in front of him once again.  Jesus laughed continuously as though this was entertaining.  The Lord stood up and said, "Freckles, that looks fun.  Should I also lay down besides you?" I got up and waved the Lord not too.  "No way, Lord.  You are the most Holy one.  How can it be possible for you to lay down in front of such an ugly creature like Satan! No way! It makes no sense." Satan was bleeding profusely from the wounds.  The blood of Satan had an odd weird color, I could not explain it.  Satan was uncomfortably moving and bouncing from his chair repeatedly with great anger and as usual, he grinded his teeth in anger.  Now, I do not know how I had a courage to irritate devil, I was so appalled just thinking about it.  As I continued to irritate Satan, Jesus said, "Freckles! It is enough.  Let us leave now.  Satan has probably had enough.  He probably has learned his lesson.  It is late.  We must go." The Lord grabbed my hand and escorted me back to the church.  Jesus then returned home to heaven.

Lee Yoo Kyung:    *Decapitating the heads of the evil spirits with the Holy Sword

As I was praying, Jesus arrived.  The day before yesterday, Brother Haak Sung had told me that he had the pleasure of eating heavenly fruits in heaven.  The fruits had looked like grapes.  The Lord had brought me those same fruits.  "Freckles, give this fruit a try and then I would love to hear you sing." The heavenly fruit tasted so good that I did not want to stop eating them.  I usually enjoy eating and I usually eat large quantities at a meal.  However, Jesus only had brought a few fruits.

After I had finished eating the fruits, I began to sing, 'Praise Oh my soul, Baptize with the Holy Spirit' and 'Up and Fight against the devil.' As I sung, Jesus walked toward deaconess Shin and Joseph.  As soon as Jesus left my side, the evil spirits appeared from the corner of the room and approached me in a slow manner.  "Jesus! Father! Father!" In panic, I called to the Lord and He instantly appeared.

"Why have you called me?" I replied, "Lord! The evil spirits appeared from that corner!" As soon as I pointed my finger in the direction of the evil spirits, they disappeared instantly.  I asked the Lord, "Jesus! Can I please take Joo Eun to visit heaven?" The Lord answered, "No.  I only allow one person at a time." Jesus continued to speak.  "Yoo Kyung, when the evil spirits come again, do not be afraid because you have the authority to cast them out in my name.  They have no choice but to flee.  Do it with your faith!" I said, "Amen!"

As soon as Jesus departed, another evil spirit appeared.  When I shouted, "Jesus' blood!" the evil spirit fled.  As it fled it swore at me, "that bastard continues to scare me by calling on Jesus' blood.  Shit!" Then another evil spirit appeared.  This time, it climbed up on my shoulder and began to weight me down from my head and shoulder.  I had a difficult time praying.  I loudly cried out,.  ""Trinity God! Help me!" The evil spirit shouted, "I will make you sick and then I will take you to hell!" Within that moment, Jesus appeared and casted the evil spirit out.

The angels had come down as well and they were very concerned for me.  They asked me if I was alright.  Jesus complimented me, "Great! My dear Yoo Kyung, you now know how to cast out the evil spirits.  It is great!" The Lord departed once more and different evil spirits appeared.  This time it attempted to first disturb the Pastor.  "You are always in prayer! Everyday! What do you get when you pray? Meals? Food? Stop praying! Let us play together!" The Pastor was not hindered by the taunt, he ignored the evil spirits and continued praying.  The evil spirit then approached me and attempted to disrupt my prayer.  I shouted to the Lord, "Lord! Please give me the sword of the Holy Spirit!" I then realized the sword was already in my hand.  I swung and decapitated the evil spirit's head.  It cried out with anguish, "Ah! My head! Ahh!" I continued to swing cutting off the arms and then the other parts of the body.  As it screamed, "My body! My arms! My legs!" and disappeared.

During the middle of service, my body began to ache and I felt a sharp piercing pain moving around my whole body.  The pain appeared to have a life of its own.  The Pastor stopped preaching and urgently ran down from the altar and shouted to Joo Eun and other spiritually awake members, if they knew what was happening to me.  Joo Eun said that I was not vigilant for a moment and that gave the evil spirits an opportunity to enter me.  Once the first evil spirit entered, it open a door for others to continuously enter my body.  Yesterday, when I had visited hell, I had jabbed Satan's eyes, and wounded his back and wings.  Satan had became very angry and commanded his evil spirits to attack me with full force.  Joo Eun had explained all this.

"Devils! Evil Spirits! Attack in full force! Let us all march to the Lord's church and attack Baek Bong Nyu!" Several dozens of evil spirits had entered my body and created a lump by uniting together.  From there, they began to spread across my body.  They continued to unite into a lump, as they spread.   Some of them looked like horned goblins, another resembled a snake, shaded with different colors, and some had sparkling eyes with sharp teeth and nails, dressed in white.  They all continued to induce pain, spreading out across my body.  Every part of my body was in unbearable pain, and they twisted all my joints.  I now understand what the Pastor had gone through during his ordeal.  I tried to pray and resist their attacks to the end but eventually I fell forward to the ground.  The prayer team prayed persistently from early evening service until 5 AM.  Their continued prayers had cast out all the evil spirits from me.  After the ordeal, they had all become exhausted and very tired.

At 5 AM, we were still able to pray.  I felt fortunate to have a couple hours available to pray.  The evil spirits had violently tormented my body and I was left afflicted.  I then asked the Lord about my afflicted body.  Whenever evil spirits are casted out from someone, the victim is left with the physical consequences.  I see why the Pastor still complains about the pains in his shoulder and back.  I think there were about thirty evil spirits in my body.

While I was in praying in tongues, Jesus arrived and called me by my nick name.  "Sam Dol, let us visit hell." As soon as I held the Lord's hand, we were flying towards hell, and arrived at Satan's throne.  The king of evil spirits sat still.  He was very tall and enormous, his height reached the sky of hell.  He had countess subordinates under his control.  I observed mountains of torturing equipment heaped over each other.  The torturing equipment surrounded the devil's thorn.

Among the torturing equipment, I saw farming equipment as well; scrapers, iron hooks, and grain sickles.  There were even guns and knives, along with other numerous torturing devices made out of iron.  I was startled to see my maternal grandmother, maternal uncle, my cousin, and my aunt standing in front of Satan's throne.

Next to my relatives were crossed shaped trees.  The subordinate evil spirits were very busy preparing to hang my relatives on the crossed shaped trees.  My relatives were struck with such fear that their face were pale blue and they shook hysterically.  As soon as they realized I was there, they cried out to me.  As they cried out to me, they glimpsed over to Satan's face to see if he would react.  "Haak Sung! Why are you here again? Just leave! Hurry! Go! This place is not a place to visit.  Go! Hurry, be gone!" The devils yelled at my relatives.  "All of you, what are you chattering about? You will be silent!" In fear, my relatives stood still and shook in terror.

Suddenly, Satan began to torment my cousin.  I think he was intentionally trying to agitate me and get my reaction.  satan, used his long fingernails to tear the flesh off my cousin's back.  My cousin screamed in pain and tumbled down.  However, that did not satisfy Satan's anger, he began to tear the flesh off his head and crushed his skull into pieces.  My cousin's head became dust as he screamed in agony.  "Save me! Please! Ahh!" I lost my patience and I ran toward Satan and kicked his foot but he did not budge.  I was helpless, there was no way I could do anything due to his enormous size.  Satan was strong and huge.  I was ineffective.

Jesus watched and observed how I handled the situation.  I remembered Joo Eun's story about attacking Satan.  She had climbed up his body and wounded him.  I felt I had to do something, I could not just watch helplessly.  I began to climb up Satan's body grabbing the hair on his body.  I also used my nails to pierce his body and climb up.  I soon reached the top of his body.  Due to his size, when I looked down, I felt like I was looking down from a high cliff.  I began to shake.  Fear began to creep in me from the enormous height.

Although I desired to inflict damage on Satan, I could not because I did not have a weapon.  I, therefore, prayed openly.  "God! Please give me a sword of Holy Spirit!" As soon as I prayed, a sword made out of gold slowly descended from heaven above.  I quickly grabbed it and began to attack the areas where it had already been wounded by the other church members.

Previously, I could not inflict pain onto Satan, now, I was able to inflict damage.  "Ahh! It is painful! Who is harassing me? Why do you keep coming to this place? How dare you little humans challenge me! Just wait and I will get my revenge!"

I continued to pierce the previously wounded areas with all my strength.  I then jabbed its wounded eye and began to swing at his wings.  His wings were already damaged and I had managed to cut if off completely.  Now, he will never be able to use this wings again.

Satan jumped from his seat and began to panic.  "Ahh! What are you doing to me? When it is not you, it is another! Ahhh! I am in pain! I will seek my revenge on you! I will not rest until I have my revenge! I will not let you get away with this!" Satan grinded his teeth and was fuming in anger.  I pushed one of the devil into the pit that was filled fire.  When the devil fell into the fire, it screamed loudly in agony and quickly climbed out.

The evil subordinate became very angry and walked toward my cousin.  The evil creature using a knife sliced all his flesh and placed them in a large bowl.  My cousin was left with only his bones.  As I watched my cousin shout and cry, I thought to myself, 'Is my cousin suffering because I had attacked and tormented Satan?' Jesus said, "Sam Dol, it is enough.  Let us leave." We then left hell. 

Pastor Kim Yong Doo:    *Wait for the Lord’s time

My hands continued to move in many different motions.  I was amazed and curious how the variety of motions came so naturally.  With anything that the Holy Spirit leads or oversees, I would not have thought of it with my finite mind.  It is always a pleasant surprise and sometimes I am just astounded.

Whenever I begin to pray, I ask myself, 'What kind of motions will my hands make today?' In a way, I would like to hold my hands and arms together and not have them move.  I would just like to concentrate on my prayers.  When I am under the supervision of the Holy Spirit, my voice, arms, and hands are led by His power and therefore I can not resist.

Moreover, if I ever resisted, I would feel like I am pushing Him away and denying Him.  I, therefore, must obey Him.  I wish to wrap and finish up everything as quickly as possible but it appears that God is working very slowly as if He was not in a hurry.  It is though as Jehovah's Spirit is moving very smoothly on the surface of water.

Since the Lord is not in such a hurry, I am the one who feel agitated with the pace of progress.  Since I am impatient and seek for a quick and strong results, I am concerned that I may be not following the God's rule.  I live in a world that makes sudden and quick change.  Any delay would make me think I am behind.  I believe I am already accustomed to the modern lifestyle, that is why the things that are happening within the church, especially, my personal experiences under the Holy Spirit's guidance make me feel that are progressing very slowly.  If I want to stay in the God's will, I must dispose all my previous habits and personal experiences that I had as a Pastor.

The Lord continues to persistently ask me.  He wants me to answer if I will lead the ministry according to His will or lead the ministry based on my own understanding.  The foundation of my understanding would be the education, disciplines, and philosophies I have learned throughout the years.  What is the ministry according to His will? Was all the years in the ministry in vain? What was I doing when I so passionately ministered? One thing is very clear.  The Lord does not recognize the previous ministry I had done with so much confidence and with the assumption that I was doing it according to His will.  As I realized that the ministry I had labored was not recognized by the Lord, my whole body began to shake in reverence.  The Lord had pin pointed and diagnosed my condition.  Even as I was in the process of writing the first book, the Lord had commanded me to write mostly about the congregations' experiences.  Most importantly, the Lord requested me to totally obey as I write the book.  My perservence and patience to obey would produce a more authentic book.

As I prayed on the subject of spiritual awakening, I sensed that I was almost near heaven.  However, the evil sprits attempted to hinder me.  The dark evil spirits attacked me with a greater force.  In fact, they used guerilla tactics.  As my prayers got deeper and as I drew near heaven, the evil spirits that I had defeated earlier began to attack the other church members.  Their plan was to attack the church members and physically hinder them in order to distract my prayer.  The distraction would prevent me from obtaining the spiritual awakening.  The evil spirits were attempting to block and choke my prayers.

Those who were spiritually awakened saw Satan and he remarked, "As soon as Pastor Kim's spiritual eyes are open, we are finished! Attack in full force!" With the Lord's help, Satan attack was ineffective.  They regrouped and attacked a second time.  This time, their plan was to make the congregation fall to the ground in order to make the Pastor utilize his time casting out the evil spirits one member at a time.

Once again, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was defeated by the evil spirits and several of their groups had entered her body.  She was attacked late into the night and we end up battling until 5 AM.  As a result of the previous attack, my body was already subject to continuous and increasing pain.  The variety of pain and aches of my body resulted in me laying down most of the day.

    *Battle between the guardian angels and the evil spirits

We battled and casted out the evil spirits throughout most of the night.  We barely had time to began our prayer at 5 AM which finished at 8:30 AM.  The battles with our enemies had greatly taken time away from praying.  I drove and dropped off my congregation after prayers.  When I arrived at my home, it was 9AM.  When I entered the house, my daughter in a state of surprise shouted, "Daddy! Pastor! Angels and the evils spirits are fighting in the master bedroom!" Startled, I replied, "What? Let us go and assist the angels with our prayers!" My wife and Joseph joined us as we quickly began our second prayer meeting in the house.

As Joseph and Joo Eun prayed, they witness the scene with their spiritual eyes.  They stated that the dark spirits came in groups.  Even though Joseph's spiritual eyes are not fully opened, he was able to battle and hunt down the evil spirits with her help.  "Evil spirits never let down, they never give us any rest!" I continued to pray in tongues but I realized that I was limited with my abilities to hunt them all down.

We were very tired and vexed by their continued attacks.  We used the Holy Fire and defeated the evil spirits.  They were all disintegrated and burnt.  With the battle over, we finally had the opportunity to eat breakfast.  However, it was already time for lunch.  Joo Eun stated, "Dad, the four angels are protecting us!" I asked her, "Joo Eun, do you think you can talk to the angels?" She replied, "Yes! I've been having conversations with them for quite some time." I asked Joo Eun to tell the angels that they did a good job today.  Joo Eun began to ask the angels questions about themselves.  Then the Lord appeared and our conversations continued.

Kim Joo Eun:     *The wings of angels and what they mean

"Jesus! There are four angels in my house.  Who are they? Why are they in my house?"

Jesus: "They are the four guardian angels who are assigned to protect your family.  They have been sent by Father God and they are protecting each one of you."

Kim Joo Eun:  "But Jesus, how come the angels who protect my mother, brother, and me have only one pair of wing and not two? Why is it that the pastor's guardian angel has two pairs of wings?"

Jesus: "Pastors spend a lot of time praying for their church members.  Moreover, the Pastors are the highest level of servants for God.  The Pastors work most diligently for the Lord.  As a result, they are protected by a higher ranked angel.  Angels with two pairs of wings are ranked higher and are more powerful than one paired angels.  Pastors who lead their ministries with great ability are protected by guardian angels with three paired wings.  The three paired wing angels are ranked even more powerful and higher.

Kim Joo Eun:  "Jesus, when I entered my home a few minutes ago, I witnessed a battle between the evil spirits and the angels.  How do angels react when my mother and father argues? Or when my brother and I argue? As a matter of fact, my brother and I argues a lot."

Angels: (As they listened in on the conversation, they begin to intervene).  Saint Joo Eun, you should not argue or fight.  Whenever the saints argue or fight with each other, their rewards decrease dramatically.  Please do not argue anymore.  Please!"

Kim Joo Eun: Lord, sometimes we feel a heavy pressure upon our bodies when we are sleeping.  Why does this physical reaction occur? During our sleep that is?"

    *Sleep Paralysis

Jesus: "That usually happens when the evil spirits weights heavily down upon the peoples' bodies.  It happens when the person's guardian angel is defeated.  However, this can not occur when the angels defeat the evil spirits.  At times, there are higher ranked evil spirits that attempt to enter the person's body and may defeat the guardian angel.  When people accept me as their Lord and Savior and believe with all their heart, a guardian angel is dispatched at that moment.  The guardian angel dispatched will protect that person for the rest of his/her life.  Believers have the guardian angels to protect them.  The unbelievers have evil spirits to harass them.  Within a season or out of a season, unbelievers are weighted down or may be released during their sleep.  It all depends on the evil spirit's condition.  My children are most vulnerable when they have sinned numerous times or when their faith is weakened.  They become susceptible to attacks during their sleeps.  When an higher ranked evil spirit is more powerful than the guardian angel, the person targeted will have pressure weighted down on their bodies.  Generally, one is unable to observe the battle between the angel and evil spirit.  However, your life is generally safe because your guardian angel is able to defeat the evil spirits.  Always remember that!"

Kim Joo Eun:  "Jesus, what happens to the guardian angels when the person backslides or goes back to the world? There are so many people like that.

Jesus:  " Once a person has been faithful and ends up backsliding, the guardian angel is returned to heaven and must stand before God.  They must stand before God to be rebuked.  The guardian angel would be released back to their original duty.  If the backslider repents, the angel is dispatched once again and will protect the believer as before.  The guardian angels are there to protect and assist as best they can but it is mostly based on the choice of the person.  The position or rank of the angel will elevate based on the works of the person.

Kim Joo Eun:  "How many pairs of wings can an angel have?"

Jesus:  " The maximum pairs of wings an angel can have are three.  Moreover, there are some angels with no wings.  The number of wings and the sizes reflect their position and rank.  Their wings can grow from their bodies.  In some special occasions, I will place the wings on a angel myself.

Kim Joo Eun:  "Jesus, as we speak about them, they seem very happy!"

Jesus: "That is right.  They enjoy listening to spiritual conversations.  And they instantly become sad when they hear conversations about the world."

Kim Joo Eun:  "Jesus, I notice four of the angels dancing as we continue to talk about them.  Wow! It looks a whole lot like my mother's dance of the Holy Spirit.  Angel! The Pastor is recording and noting your appearances and conversations.  The Pastor will be writing a book on our accounts.

Angels:  " Wow! Is this true? Our story will be written in a book?"

Kim Joo Eun:  "Yes, of course!"

Jesus:   The angels were ecstatic and continued to dance more impressively.  They wished to continue our conversations but the Lord intervened) "Freckles! You are suppose to have a conversation with me.  Why are you trying to speak with the angels?"

Angels:(As the Lord spoke, they humbly draped their heads and politely stepped back).

Kim Joo Eun:  Jesus, what happens when a person dies? How many angels come and escort the person?"

Jesus:  " With believers, their guardian angel and one other angel would escort the person to heaven.  When an unbeliever dies, a creature from hell arrives to escort the person to hell.  "

Kim Joo Eun: Jesus, I wish to visit my home in heaven."

Jesus:" You must come and visit your home in heaven! However, if you wish to see it, you must pray earnestly.  Do not be complacent with your prayers.  This is the reason why I am not so easily letting you visit heaven.  If I grant you the wish, you may become lazy and complacent with your prayers."

Kim Joo Eun:  "Jesus, I am very sorry to ask so many questions.  I am very curious to know if angels cry.  When we go to heaven, will family members be able to see each other? Do saints fight and argue in heaven?"

Jesus: "Freckles, Why are you so curious about many things? After I have granted you prophetic gifts, you now badger me somewhat.  hahaha.  Alright, go ahead and ask me more questions, one by one.  The angels can express sadness with a facial expression.  They are unable to cry or have tears in their eyes.  Only Arch Angel Michael, Arch Angel Gabriel, and I are able to cry with tears.  Family members do joyfully meet and see each other in heaven.  However, they are not able to meet all the time, only on special occasions.  But they can meet at heaven's church service.  Heaven is a place without blemish or spots.  It is a perfect place! Father God supervises and manages all things by Himself.  This is why heaven is a perfect place.  There are no reasons to fight or argue.  Not at all.  Those things happen because humans have a sinful nature.  Sinful nature can be anxiety and worrying.  Those are two main reason why people argue and fight.  Angels never fight.  It can never happen.  If that were to ever happen, they would be casted out of heaven with no chance to repent.  They will be unmercifully cast into hell.  Saved souls do not fight or argue.  It is impossible in heaven.  If that ever happens, they would not be casted out to hell because they are under God's grace.  They would live a joyous and happy life.

The battles go back and forth.  Sometimes we gain ground and sometimes the evil spirits gain ground.  This routine is repeated over and over.

Although the battles are intense, we never stop crying out to the Lord during battle.  In fact, we persistently cry out to Him.  We gathered around 9 PM.  Before the service, we sang and praised the Lord.  As we were worshipping, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was attacked.  She was the first one to encounter evil spirits.  During the attack, she fell forward.  The evil spirits began to enter Sister Baek Bong Nyu's body.  They were invisible, I could not see their form or figure with my eyes.  The attack was sudden and we were not prepared to engage the evil spirits.

As a man, I felt skeptical about the call to be a Pastor.  I thought to myself, "I must be walking in spiritual darkness.  Why can I not prevent the spiritual attacks? Why am I engaging after the fact?" The church members fell, rolled on the floor and cried out in pain.  I felt helpless and unable to assist them.  Then suddenly, my wife could not move, her legs were paralyzed.  My son Joseph was attacked and he began to experience a severe migraine.  My daughter, Joo Eun, fell victim as her arm was broken.  Yoo Kyung and Haak Sung fell on the floor as well as they were victimized by the evil spirits.

If I cast out the evil spirits from one member, they would just jump to another member and attack their next victim.  Our church members would be in torment.  As a Pastor, I feel inadequate.  I feel I am not very spiritual.  I am unable to satisfy the church members' spiritual thirst.  Until this moment, I have not realized how inadequate I am as a Pastor.  The battle today has clearly reflected my spiritual weakness.  I feel so miserable and distressed at this moment.

For three days, we have been battling with the evil spirits.  As a result, I have not been able to get a good night sleep.  It did not matter where I was, either at church or at my home.  The evil spirits gave me no rest.  The battle from last night especially made us weary.  That battle continued until 8 in the morning and it was a Sunday.  Although I utilized all my faith and spiritual abilities, I was ineffective.

I, therefore, had no choice but to seek assistance from the Lord.  I pleaded to the Lord but the Lord demanded that I defeat the evil spirits with my faith unto the end.  Since Sunday service was drawing near, I became impatient and pressed the Lord.  "Jesus! Help me! I am begging you! Either intervene or send Arch Angel Michael to assist.  Please hurry! It doesn't matter who helps us." As I urgently pleaded, Joseph, Joo Eun, and Haak Sung joined in with the call for help.  We were all covered in tears.  Our bodies were dunk in sweat.  Soon after, many angels arrived from heaven and they stood in front of us.

*The help from Arch Angel Michael

It appeared as though several hundred to several thousand angels arrived.  They continued to arrive and they gathered around us.  We were circled around them.  The angles began to shield us and cover us with bright shinning layers of light.  The evil spirits attempted to attack.  In a short time, I saw a tremendous shinning bright light come down from heaven.  Arch Angel Michael was approaching us.  He was riding a white horse, a horse with wings.  As he rode, he was swinging an enormous bright sword.  Once he arrived and in one swing, he had decapitated some of the evil spirits.

The remaining evil spirits became confused and they began to scatter before Arch Angel Michael.  Michael strode near and around the church members.  As he strode near the church members, he attacked the evil spirits and decapitated them.  As the evil spirits were decapitated, a dark fume emerged from their bodies and they disappeared.

The angels spread their wings apart to form a defensive tactic to protect the church members.  Michael continued to ride and attack the evil spirits with his sword.  The evil spirits screamed and fled in confusion.  It was pandemonium for them.  Then Jesus appeared and observed the situation.

Leek Haak Sung:    *Burning up the evil spirits with Holy Fire

Several groups of evil spirits entered my mother's body.  Our prayer time was shortened as we assisted and casted out the evil sprits from her.  Although the situation seemed like pandemonium and my mother was in torment, the Pastor keep his composure and continued to lead a strong effective service.  The Pastor's word was combined and strengthened by God's power.  As a result, when our prayer meeting began, the presence of the Holy Spirit's fire was very powerful.

Today was much colder than usual.  As a result, I was not in a good mood and my head was filled with pessimistic thoughts.  However, as soon as I began to pray, the Holy Spirit's powerful fire entered my heart.  The fire moved in a circular fashion.  Once the fire entered my heart, I began to sweat from the heat and energy.  I witnessed multitudes of angels arriving from heaven.  They were coming through the cross door from the altar.  The evil spirits were still in my mother's body and tormenting her.  The pain would cause my mother to roll on the floor.  My mother was helpless, she did not know what to do to make her torment stop.  She cried and screamed continuously.  All the church members were engaging in the battle to cast out the evil spirits.  The battle continued until morning.  Gratefully, with the assistance of Arch Angel Michael, we defeated the evil spirits and was able to finish the day's service.

When the Arch Angel Michael and Jesus returned to heaven, we were able to find time to pray individually.  As I prayed in tongues, I saw a group of dark shadows crawling out from a corner.  Within seconds, a evil spirit resembling a large dinosaur appeared and began to run towards me.  As it charged toward me, its head cracked open and I was able to see slimy red wiggling objects inside of its head.  As I observed the situation, I felt like my soul was leaving my body.  At that second, in a moment of weakness, I was attacked by the evil spirit.  I was very startled and called for the Lord.  "Jesus! Help me! Come quickly and save me!" The Lord arrived instantly and grabbed the dinosaur's tail and tossed it.  The evil spirit screamed as he fled.

Next, the group of dark shadow evil spirits pulled on my vest.  I tried to break loose but I was not able too and my prayer was disrupted.  As soon as I realized I could not defeat them with my own strength, I decided to shout the power of the Holy Fire.  I began to shout, "Holy Fire! Holy Fire!" Suddenly a blazing fire drew forth from my body and disintegrated the dark shadow spirits.

As I began to pray in tongues, I began to hear a song.  It was called.  " ".  I danced and prayed in rhythm of the song.  I noticed an evil spirit resembling a iron mask draw near to me.  I continued to pray and my hands were moving with the rhythm of the music.  The iron mask spirit came close and I took off the mask.  As I removed the mask, a swarm of insects appeared.  from it.  I destroyed them with the Holy Fire.  Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord arrived and handed me a candy from heaven.  It was very sweet and delicious.  I, however, ate it too quickly and began to cough.  `

Lee Yoo Kyung:    *Yoo Kyung once again witnesses her relatives being tormented in hell

As Jesus held my hand, He asked, "Yoo Kyung, would you like to visit heaven?" As soon as I heard the question, my heart was filled with joy.  We flew through the air.  We passed through space and over the milky way as we continued to fly forward.  However, unexpectedly, we flew through a dark tunnel and headed toward the left pathway.  The left pathway leads to hell.  Heaven is the pathway that leads to the right.

Jesus knew that if He asked me to visit hell, I would have resisted.  I think His question was rhetorical.  ???????????????????????????????.

I love to visit heaven.  Whenever I have an opportunity to visit heaven, I enjoy it very much.  I wished I could live there now forever.  But hell is a very horrible and frightful place.  It is a place I do not want to visit or think about.  When the Lord asked me if I wanted to visit heaven, I felt trapped.  Whenever I experience visiting hell, I go through sleepless nights.  My body experiences and brings back the residual pain of hell.

As I was thinking to myself, I saw my relatives being dragged.  They were forced to stand in a line where a large evil creature awaited.  The evil creature was so large that it looked like his height reached the tip of hell.  There were many crossed shaped trees standing tall in front of the enormous creature.

The other evil spirits were preparing to crucify my relatives on the crosses.  The large creature appeared to be the king.  Every time he commanded, his inferiors and my relatives shook in fear.  The enormous size of the evil creature, its thunderous voice, and its appearance frightened me.  I ended up crying.

Frightened, I burst out in tears.  With an expression of concern, my grandmother wiped my tears away.  I was never allowed to hold hands with anyone in hell but, this time, my grandmother was allowed to come closer and wipe my tears.  As she wiped the tears, I felt the cold from her hand.  It was cold as ice.  "Yoo Kyung! Why have you come here again? This is not a kind place to visit.  Leave now!" As she spoke, she wept with me.

Jesus pulled me closer to His side and handed me a red fruit.  He told me to eat it and to stop crying once I am finished.  The Lord had brought it from heaven.  As I was eating heaven's fruit, my grandmother stared at me.  The Lord said, "Yoo Kyung, how do you feel after being touched by your grandmother?" I replied, "Lord, my grandmother's hand is very cold.  It looks like she is cold and shaking."

As my grandmother wept she bowed her head down to the Lord and said, ""My beloved Jesus! Thank you for bringing my granddaughter, Yoo Kyung." My uncle who was standing next to my grandmother asked, "Yoo Kyung, where is your mother?" I said, "mother is in great pain.  She can't even pray.  She has to lay down in church." Uncle asked, "Is this true? I wish her health and to be well..." He was worried about my mother.  I then saw my grandfather and cousin standing next to them.  I do not know what kind of torment my grandfather went through before he came to this place but the skin from his body and face had been torn off.

With their faces distraught, my uncle and cousin expressed their concerns.  "Yoo Kyung, what purpose have you come here for? Get out of this place now!" As my grandmother wept, she spoke once more.  "Yoo Kyung, I also want to leave this place.  Since you are with Jesus, please ask the Lord to take me out of this place with you.  Hell is a place of unbearable torment and pain.  It is such a frightening place.  Please help me get out of this place."

As I watched my grandmother cry and plead, I asked the Lord.  "Jesus, please get her out of this place! I feel so bad for my grandmother!" I cried out to Father God.  "My Triune God.  Help!" Jesus replied, "Yoo Kyung, it is getting late.  Let us leave, it is enough for today." He grabbed my hand and within that moment, I heard my cousin scream.  It was very loud.  "Yoo Kyung! Please help me! Please! Save me!" As he shouted, a red, blue, and yellow snake coiled around his legs.  The snakes slowly slithered upwards toward his head.

My cousin continued to scream and shout.  "Yoo Kyung! When you return to the earth, evangelize to all of our relatives and tell them to believe in Jesus.  Tell them to attend church faithfully! Tell them not to come to this place no matter what! Do you understand?" As he shouted, an evil spirit with a sharp horn ran to them and irritably asked, "What are you speaking?" He appeared very upset.  The evil spirit pierced my grandmother's chest with his horn.  My grandmother fell to the ground screaming.

I hysterically shouted, "grandma, grandma! Devil, I will not let you get away with this! Do not touch my grandma!" As I shouted, I realized I was at church and was praying.  Jesus patted my head, spoke, and comforted me as I wept and prayed.

Sister Baek Bong Nyu:    *Arch Angel Michael riding a white horse

During the service, several evil spirits lined up in a row and entered my body.  They caused numbness on my left hand.  I was not able to see distinguish their appearance.  They continued to saturate into my body.  I was in tremendous pain and rolling on the floor.  The Pastor and Mrs.  Kang Hyun Jas noticed the my disruption and stopped their prayer to come to my assistance.  Other congregation members also assisted.  They all began to cast out the evil spirits.  Casting out all the evil spirits from my body was difficult.  The group spent a good deal of time battling.

The battle with the evil spirits continued through out the night.  The evil spirits within my body resisted greatly.  They would not so easily come out of my body.  The Pastor and his wife casted all the evil spirits one at a time.  They prayed through out the night.  There were many evil spirits inside of me.  The evil spirits tormented me through out the night.  My body twisted in all directions.  The group eventually casted all the evil spirits out by early morning.  When they first had entered my body I was not able to see their form or shape.  However, as they were casted out one by one, I was able to clearly see their form.

I observed many different types of snakes, some were large and some were small.  I also saw insects that looked grotesque and creepy.  Moreover, there was an evil spirit that looked like a young girl with other evil spirits who had horns.  All of them were casted out one by one.  Once delivered, I felt relieved and freed.  My body was sore and I had a difficult time moving.  I had to pray laying down.  Then the Lord came with a group of angels to visit.  The Holy Spirit came as well and gave me holy fire.  A fireball entered into my heart.

As soon as the fire ball entered my heart, my body became very hot which I could not bear.  I was shaking from being cold but after receiving the Holy fire I had become hot.  Suddenly I burst out and I was tongue praying powerfully as the heat from the fire blazed out.  Jesus said, "Bong Nyu, I know you had a difficult day.  Therefore, I do not wish to take you to hell today.  You are praying despite your sore body.  Let us leave.  I want to ease your pain." The Lord then held my hand as we flew to heaven.

The Lord took me to heaven.  We visited the ocean, the mountain which white as snow, and continued to show me around.  "Your hand is cold as ice.  You must be in pain.  It is the devil's work!" The Lord grabbed my hand and within that moment I saw black fumes permeating from my hand in the form of a snake.  The fumes then disappeared.  After the Lord's warm touch, my hands became warm.  The Lord gently spoke, "Bong Nyu, you physical body is very weak and weary.  Lay and rest here.  You have done a good job today."

After I had plenty of rest in heaven, I felt I had recovered.  I hung out with the angels and had a good time.  I returned to the church and saw arch angel Michael hunting down the evil spirits.  He was riding a white horse and rode between the praying church members.  Since the Pastor had casted out the evil spirits out of me, he did not have an opportunity to pray during the night.  Therefore, he prepared to pray in the morning.  I saw about fifty evil spirits surround the Pastor.  They were waiting for an opportunity to attack the Pastor.  Arch Angel Michael drew closer to the Pastor and shouted, "All you filthy evil spirits! How dare you come and assemble here." He then swung his shinning sword which appeared like a golden light.  The arch angel Michael swung his bright golden sword and the evil spirits next to the Pastor had their heads cut off.  They all became ashes.  I saw fumes rise from the ashes as the evil spirits fled to hell.  The scene was very vivid.  As I compare Joo Eun with the other youngsters, I see that she is especially bright, expressive, and always cheerful.

The Pastor's family is experiencing financial difficulties.  Although they have always lived in poverty, their children are disciplined and well raised.  They never complain about their situation.  Most of our church members are rejects from other churches.  They have all settled here and have become stable in their faith.

Jesus returned to the church and was awaking Joo Eun who had fallen asleep during a long prayer session.  As I observed the Lord, I became tearful as I saw Joo Eun was not responding.  I felt sorry for Joo Eun, she was very tired.  The Lord said, "Joo Eun! Freckles.  It is I the Lord.  I have come to take you to heaven.  Awake Joo Eun.  My beloved Joo Eun! I have come to show you more places in heaven.  Joo Eun! Lift up your head." The Lord attempted to gently persuade her.

Joo Eun must have been very tired, she was not responding to the Lord.  The Lord sighed.  "I am sorry.  Because of your fervent prayer, I desired to show you around heaven today.  I am truly sorry." He gently caressed her back and left. 

A group of evil spirits which were driven out by arch angel Michael returned to enter Mrs.  Kang Hyun Ja.  All fifty of them combined force and surrounded her.  They waited for an opportunity to enter her body.  Fortunately, arch angel Michael came to her side and shouted.  "Have you not learned?" Michael swung his sword once and the evil spirits' heads were but off.  The disintegrated and became ash.

As the Pastor, his wife, and the deaconess Shin persistently prayed, a group of angels appeared and covered them with their wings as a shield for protection.  Arch angel Michael continued to battle the evil spirits as he decapitated them with his golden sword.

There was only one day left with the prayer rally and I was not spiritually awakened.  I felt heavy and troubled.  Tears began streaming down my face.  Previously, when our group finished with the prayer meeting, I would listen to the testimonies of others about their spiritual awakening.  I could not help but envy them.  The Lord was still silent and I did not hear anything from the Lord.  Joo Eun and the other congregation members explained the reason why I was not experiencing the awakening.  They explained that I was being called to be in the ministry as a pastor.  Therefore, I had to pray until God was satisfied.  I did not know why Pastors had to pray longer and harder.  My father, Pastor Kim was not spiritually awakened either.  I thought perhaps his heart might be in despair.  However, the Pastor did not express any emotions of disappointment but rather he comforted me with words of encouragement.  "Let us pray and be patient.

During my prayer, I burst out with tears of repentance.  I cried for a good while.  "Lord! Please open my spiritual eyes! Show me something.  Please?" As I prayed in tongues, I saw a blue light blinking in the midst of darkness.  It then disappeared.  I prayed and expected to see the blue light again.  My heart eagered for it.  However, I did not see the blue light.  I was disappointed but not angry.

Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung:    *The transformation of Deaconess Shin, Sung Kyung and Jung Min

Although I have repented with tears for some lengthy time, I have not seen any visions.  As I reminisce the nights of praying, that in it self, is a miracle.  Without the Lord's help, it would not have been possible.  My commitment in praying per se is a result of God's grace and compassion.  As I listened to the members' testimony of spiritual awakening and their experiences of visiting heaven and hell, I felt ashamed and I questioned my faith.  My faith was more a show.  I tried to keep up with others.  Presently, I am fiercely confessing my sins with tears of repentance.

My husband was closely observing my son, Jung Min.  His behavior had totally changed.  Jung Min had an experience of visiting hell before me.  My son starred at me and said, "Mom, you have to visit hell and experience it." I had to comfort myself as I was startled by his remark.

My son Jung Min is only a child who is ready to enter elementary school.  He used to be addicted to the games on the internet and watching cartoons.  However, after he experienced the blazing fire by the Holy Spirit, he was born again and received a holy gift.  He has not watched television or played games on the internet for almost a month.  Now that he has dedicated himself in prayer, he can easily pray for three hours with his hands raised to the air.  His ambition is now to be a pastor.  He is reading and studying the bible every day.  I hope to see how he will turn out.

Lee Haak Sung:    *The Lord suffers on the cross

While I was in prayer, three evil spirits appeared at the same time.  Out of the three, one appeared very strong.  The strong looking spirit had a body with defined muscles.  He was a large spirit.  He also had three heads.  The spirit ran around my side to distract and confuse me.  I ran after him and grabbed his legs.  Once I got a grip on the spirit, I swung him around.  Suddenly, Holy Spirit fire came forth from my hand and entered into the evil spirit.  The evil spirit instantly disintegrated into ashes.  I then noticed a black object hiding behind the deaconess Shin.  I confronted the black object in the same manner as the muscled spirit.  Soon, another evil spirit in the form of a dinosaur appeared.  Its skull was cracked open.  Without mercy, I grabbed and swung it around several time.  It crashed into pieces.  From its destroyed body, many different filthy, creepy bugs rapidly crawled out.  It became a swarm.  I loudly shouted, "fire of Holy Spirit!" Fire from my body shot out.  The fire ball from my body destroyed and burned all the evil spirits and the swarms of insects.

Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord appeared.  As soon as I saw Him, tears came out.  I pleaded to Jesus.  "Please take Joseph and Joo Eun to heaven." Jesus replied, "alright, I will." He called me by my nickname and said, "Sam dol! Let us go to heaven together." I held the Lord's hand and we arrived at the flower garden.  I had a nice pleasant time.

As I hung out in the garden of flowers, the Lord said, "Haak Sung! We have to visit another place.  Let us leave now." I wondered where we were heading.  I then realized it was at the Lord's church.  In a vision, I saw the Lord walking toward a shallow hill and then He disappeared.  Suddenly, the Lord appeared before my eyes.  He was walking with the cross.  People were beating on Him .  He was bleeding from the wounds and cuts on His body.  They mocked at the Lord.

He was wearing a crown of thorns.  Blood streamed down his face from the thorns that were pierced into his head.  I saw a scene where Jesus suffered as the long sharp nails pierced through His hands and feet.  He then died.  I cried out loud as I witnessed Jesus suffered.  I saw the crown of thorns, the piercing with nails, the pouring out of water and blood.  Then the Lord appeared.  This time, He was wiping the tears from my eyes and he gently said, "Haak Sung, do not cry." I will never forget what I had saw in the vision.

Lee Yoo Kyung:    *Eating the fruits of heaven all at once

Today was not a usual day.  Jesus was already waiting for us at church before our prayers.  He stood below the cross that hung at the church.  As I began to pray, I busy calling Father God.  The Lord came in front of me and instantly grabbed my hand.  He grabbed my hand and we flew to heaven.  When we arrived in heaven, I began to sing as Jesus watched.  I sang three songs.  'Praise, Oh my soul, Up and fight against the devil, and Baptize with the Holy Spirit.' I sang the songs over and over again.  The Lord gently clapped and said, "my dear miss mole sings very well.  It is pleasing." He complimented me.

I said to the Lord, "Lord, I have a sore throat and I have been coughing recently." The Lord responded, "Really? It is not allowed for you to be sick.  You have a cold? I will heal you, do not worry." He stroked His hand over my body and held me in His arms.  When Jesus stroked me, I felt warmth, kindness, and gentleness.  I did not know what to do.

I said, "Jesus, I also have a stuffed nose." He replied, "I will heal that as well." The Lord then brought me the fruits of heaven.  The fruits in heaven looked very similar as the fruits on earth.  It looked the same in shape, they were about the same sizes and had the same colors.  The fruits that the Lord brought me looked like plums, pears, apples, and grapes.  However, one can never compare the taste.  The fruits of heaven were extremely delicious.

As soon as one takes a bit, the fruit just melts in your mouth.  It was an amazing feeling.  Jesus said, "Yoo Kyung! Eat as many of the fruits as you want and get well." Suddenly, Yeh-Jee approached me and said, "sister, I heard you had a cold.  Do not be sick, you have to be healthy all the time."

As the Lord and I headed back to the Lord's church, we flew through the galaxy.  From a distance, we then saw dark black clouds move.  I said to the Lord.  "Jesus, I do not remember seeing those black clouds.  Why are they suddenly there? They are so dark.  I am very frightened." The Lord comforted me.  "Those are not clouds.  They are filthy evil spirits.  They are disguised as clouds.  They are evil deceivers.  Do not worry.  I will protect you." We then arrived at the church.

The Lord asked, "Yoo Kyung, are you cold?" I said, "Yes Lord, I am cold." The Lord stroked my body.  As soon as He stroked my body, my body became hot.  I felt like a blazing fire.  We said our farewells and waved to each other.  My guard was down and then the evil spirits took advantage of that moment and they entered my body.  I was tormented all night.  But after the pastor prayed, I was recovered.  h

*Sister Baek, Bong Nyu encounters Satan for the third time

As I cried out to the Lord for tears of repentance, Sister Joo Eun who was sitting and praying next to me burst out in tear and began to repent.  Within that moment, I followed suit.  As I was praying, I saw angels come down from heaven and they covered all of our church members with thick layers of bright light all around us.  The protective layers of light was so bright that I could not stare into it.  But a group of evil spirits appeared and attacked us.  They watched and waited for a chance to enter into the protective lights.

The angels had come to take me.  The Lord had commanded them.  "The Lord is waiting at the world of galaxy.  Hurry, we have to leave now because He is waiting for you." They urged me to hurry.  As soon as I exited outside the protective layers of light, the angels and I flew up into the air.  The evil spirits flew after us and attempted to attack.  The angels and I were in fierce battle as we flew.

We finally had reached the galaxy but the Lord was not there.  My insecurity increased as I became apprehensive.  We flew through the tunnel.  Whenever the Lord is not around me, my heart races due to my insecurity.  Suddenly, the Lord appeared out of no where and held my hand.  He then comforted my insecure heart.  "Bong Nyu, did you wait for long? Let us go and visit hell.  Do not be afraid, I will protect you."

The Lord accompanied me to hell.  Unexpectedly, the king of evil spirits stood in front of me.  At first, I did not know what type of evil spirit it was, I did not have a chance to identify it.  However, I recognized it when it began to converse with me.

"You, You have come here again! You injured my eyes and have scared my back.  You have ruined my wings.  Do you think you can continuously live your life without any guilt? My body is in pain because of the scars you have caused in my back.  I have longed and waited for you to visit here again.  Finally, you are here!" He shouted as though hell was shaking.  The king of the evil spirits said a command to his subordinates.  "Bring her family members here!" With his command, I saw my family members dragged to our presence.  My family members were placed in front of the king of evil spirits as the subordinate creatures gestured to frighten them.  My family members were shaking terribly and their faces were pale from fear.  They glanced at me in hopelessness.  The Lord stood there watching in silence.

As my brother cried out, he said, "Sister Bong Nyu! I wish to see my daughter who was born after my death!" My mother spoke right after.  "My daughter bong Nyu! I miss his baby daughter very much.  Soon after his daughter was born, I died." Their words were difficult to comprehend since they were in torment.  How could they experience missing their children in such a place? Their pain was so horrendous, how was it possible that they could feel any other emotions?

Since their curiosity about their family was so great, I had to give them updates.  My brother's daughter is my niece and she was already more than 20 years old.  I told my brother that she was not Christian.  However, I promised him that I would evangelize to her at all cost and lead her to the Lord's church. 

*Satan takes revenge on my family

When the king of evil spirits over heard our conversation, he became very angry.  He especially became angry when he heard the word evangelize.  "What! Evangelize who? What are you talking about? You have no idea what pain I am under because of you! I've been waiting for this moment! I will make it a point to make your family suffer more.  Begin the torment!" He commanded.  With the command, a subordinate creature replied, "Yes sir! Satan King!" The evil creature walked toward my mother, nephew, and brother.

My mother was dressed in white, my brother and nephew were dressed in black.  The creature laid my family members on the ground next to one another.  The creature began to pierce my mother's body, starting at the foot.  The nail was very sharp, long, and thick.  "Ahh! bong Nyu! Save me! Please help me!" Skin was being torn from her flesh as blood scattered from all over her body.  The scream and wailing were heard over the whole place.  My ear drums felt like they were going to explode from the loud wailing.

The scenes of hell are not created through my imagination, they are not fictional.  Hell is a real place.  Whatever I witnessed, those events were happening in front of me.  The scenes and sounds of torment are real.  How could I create an imagination of such misery! My limited patience expired and I shouted like an insane person.  "Lord! Please do something! Please! Quickly! I cannot bear to see it anymore! Please! Why do you not punish the evil bastard who is tormenting my mother?" I cried hysterically.

With tears, I cried, "Mother! My poor mother! She is in such torment because I had irritated Satan.  It is my fault that my family is in greater torment.  What should I do? Mother! Please forgive me! It is my fault!" Satan commanded his subordinates to continue piercing my mother's body.  The creatures pierced my mother's stomach, chest, neck, and at her head.  They showed no mercy.  My mother passed out from time to time and screamed in between.  Blood and pieces of skin were everywhere.  She did not look human anymore.

My brother and nephew suffered terribly witnessing at my mother's torment.  They shook uncontrollably.  After they had finished with my mother, they ran toward my brother and nephew.  They began to pierce their bodies with nails just as they had with my mother.  "Ah! Sister bong Nyu! Save me! Please help me!" "Auntie, Help me! Auntie! Please ask the Lord, quickly!" The evil creatures continued to pierce without mercy.  The screams from my brother and nephew echoed over the skies of hell.

Satan loudly shouted, "See, How do you feel? Isn't it nice? Since you have contributed to my pain, I will let you experience pain through the torment of your family.  I will let you witness it first hand!" I tried to ignore Satan.  I glanced over to m mother and shouted, "Mother! My poor mother! When I visited hell last time, you were in the fire of hell.  When I saw you in the fire, my heart ached very much.  I tried to avenge you by attacking the king of evil spirits.  However, the act of my revenge has resulted in greater torment for you.  I am so sorry.  Mother, forgive me! What shall I do?" I cried and cried.  I became vexious and began to curse the king of evil spirits.

"Satan! You devil! The Triune God lives in me! I am a daughter of God! I'll destroy this place, I promise you! I can not then my God will avenge for me.  You will be destroyed.  You will be thrown in the lake of fire.  I will wait patiently until that day.  You filthy knavish evil spirit! Filthy Satan! Who do you think you are? How dare you tempt people on earth, make them sin, and lead them into hell.  Basted! You are cursed! Satan! and all your inferiors working under your command will be cursed by Father God!"

The Lord saw me getting more agitated so he quickly grabbed my hand.  I was in hell but instantly a bright light appeared before my eyes.  I was already in heaven.  After I had been in the darkness of hell, the ecstatical light of heaven made my mind feel empty.  The sudden change of environment had confused me.

Jesus gently explained, "Bong Nyu, even though I wanted to help you, it was impossible.  Once someone goes to hell, he/she can never leave.  It is impossible for me to change that.  You can only be saved when you are alive on earth.  Once someone dies, there is no chance to repent.  It is over.  All I can do for you is to cry with you or take you to heaven.  Your family members are in hell, I am not able to do anything, it is out of my hand.  No one can ever help them." The Lord was very sorry for the situation.

Although I was in heaven, the thought of my family in hell brought tears to my eyes.  I could not help but think of my family tormented in hell.  I was experiencing unbearable pain.  There was no comfort for my broken heart.  The Lord flew me to the highest point in heaven's sky.  I saw a unique cloud, it was shaped as a bridge.  While the Lord and I walked across the cloud, He held my hand.  However, my thoughts were still of my family in torment.

I continued to cry like a child.  I was embarrassed crying in front of the Lord.  "Lord, I am so sorry.  I learned that we do not cry in heaven.  What should I do? I can not control it....." The Lord then called three angels.  "Saint Baek Bong Nyu will now return to the Lord's church.  You will closely guard and watch over her." The angels and I returned to earth.  Whenever I return home from visiting hell, my whole body would be in pain.  My back would usually ache very much.  I prayed and asked the Lord.  "Lord, I have so much pain in my back.  It is very difficult for me to pray on my knees.

May I lay down on the church bench and pray?" The Lord graciously replied, "that would be fine." Father God also answered as well.  "It is alright to pray laying down."

As I laid on the bench, I prayed.  Jesus returned and took me to the mountains of heaven.  At the mountains of heaven, I saw many bright shinning stone pillars.  The pillars were tremendously bright.  I drew closer to the pillars.  The pillars were like crystals, they were transparent.  The pillars reflected lights in all directions.  The pillars on the mountains were so beautiful that there were no words to express their glory.  It was an awesome and fantastic scenery.  The Lord knew I was depressed so He took me to show all the beautiful places.  It comforted and cheered me up.  He made every effort to make me happy.  "Bong Nyu! Stop crying!" I could not help it and I barely stopped crying.

* Volunteering to go to hell

After returning to church, I began to pray but soon after I fell asleep.  During my sleep, my guardian angel with three other angels watched over and protected me.  After I had awaken, I asked the angels where the Lord had gone.  The Lord had been with me before I fell asleep.  The angels replied, "Do not worry, the Lord will be back shortly." Right after they had answered, the Lord appeared.  I asked the Lord.  "Lord! Our 30 day prayer rally will be completed tomorrow.  I will not have the opportunity to visit hell again.  I would like to visit hell one last time."

The Lord said, ""Do you really mean it? You have not physically recovered from your last visit.  You are still in shock.  Bong Nyu, why have you decided to return? Why would you want to visit hell again?" The Lord was stunned.  I answered back, "From this prayer rally, I have learned many things.  During the middle of the sermon, the Pastor said many strange words.  I guess the purpose was to encourage and strengthen our faith.  I repeated the words that the Pastor had preached to the Lord.  The Lord then loudly laughed and said, "Oh! I have already heard those words." I replied, "I have learned one important thing, it is only by faith! Moreover, I have learned to pray persistently any requests, especially, spiritual awakening.  Perhaps the other members of the prayer team are thinking the same as I.

Jesus said, "Bong Nyu, I understand your intensions but if you visit hell one more time, you will probably see your parents again.  You will be emotionally hurt again.  My heart aches when I know I cannot help you.  Why are you persistently asking to visit hell once more?" I urgently replied, "Lord, our pastor is writing the book which is revealing the truth and identity of the devil and hell.  Therefore, if I visit hell once more, I can witness and experience it in more details.  We can therefore have a more accurate record to write about.  We have to meticulously describe hell and the evil spirits." As I was saying my devotions, Jesus looked impressed with me.  I stood upright on my knees as I prayed.  The Lord then said, "It is alright to pray laying on your back." In that case, I asked Haak Sung to bring me a pillow.  As I laid down, I began to pray.

The Lord brought me back to hell and He left leaving me alone.  I began walking through the darkness.  The path was narrow so I had to move cautiously.  I recognized the path and I was able to find my way around and move forward.  I continued to walk forward but I could not see anything or sense anything.  And without knowing, I was suddenly trapped in a cell.  I attempted to figure out where I was trapped in but I could not see a thing.  Furthermore, I was barely able to move.

*Experiencing the torment again but feeling no pain

After a few moments, a couple evil spirits appeared and then they removed all of my clothes.  They had stripped me naked.  I was trapped in a small cell or chamber.  I felt strange sticky objects on the ground.  I began to feel the strange sticky objects climbing up my legs and body.  They continued to climb higher up my body.  As they stuck onto my body, it felt like as though someone had squeezed super sticky glue all over my body.  I instantly reacted and shouted at the evil spirits.  "You evil creatures! The Trinity of God is protecting me, I am not afraid of you! My Lord protects me! All of you evil creatures in hell, listen to me! There are not many days left until God destroys hell! Just wait until that dreadful day!" I unintentionally said some abusive words as well.

While I shouted, the sticky objects continued to climb up my chest, neck and toward my mouth.  It appeared as though they were attempting to stick on my mouth and close it.  I cried out louder, "Evil creatures, I curse you! You will be destroyed soon!" As I shouted, all of my body trembled.

Soon after, strange creatures began to come from inside of the sticky objects.  The small creatures seemed to be wiggling as they moved.  When I figured out what they were, I was shocked.  They were dark colored centipedes and they were crawling all over my body.  There were many of them.  They then began to break and penetrate into the skin.  Fortunately, as I was protected by God, I could not feel any pain.  Therefore, I laughed and ridiculed them in a nonchalant manner.

The king of the evil creatures was irritated at my nonchalance.  I was feeling no pain.  The king commanded a signal and soon countless of snakes appeared in force and coiled around my body.  As they slivered and coiled my body, they continuously bit me.

Confidently in faith, I shouted, "Yes, that feels quite nice.  Please bite me some more! You are relieving the areas I itch." As I laughed and ridiculed the creatures and insects, a group of cobra snakes stood upright and continued to bite me in an unceasing manner.

It did not matter how many times they bit me or hardened their grip, I could not feel any pain.  All of sudden, my chamber was filled with more snakes.  I prayed to the Lord.  "Lord, please help me! Where are you? Please come quickly!" I continued to call upon His name but to no avail He did not appear.

I did not know how much time had passed as I was praying in tongues.  But it was for quite awhile.  I could see the appearance of the Lord in the midst of the bright light.  I quickly called him.  "Lord, Lord!" I was very glad to see Him.  When Jesus waved His hand, the chamber and hell disappeared.  I was then wearing a bright shinning gown with wings attached.  No matter where I was, if Jesus was not with me, it would be hell.

It felt like I was in hell for half a year.  Hell is unimaginable.  It is a place of pain and torment.  One day of hell feels like a thousand years, maybe even ten thousand years.  I do not want to think about hell, even for a second.  It is home to eternal despair, eternal screaming, and eternal lamentations.  As Jesus took me back to the church, He touched my body where I had previously experienced pain.  The then comforted me with some kind words.  "Bong Nyu, Saint Bong Nyu.  You are all my little sheep.  You have all endeavored to pray for 30 days.  Keep studying the Word and attend church enthusiastically.  Tell your Pastor to write and record all your experiences with effort.

Pastor Kim Yong Doo:    *The pastor cast out the devils

Yesterday, once again, the group of evil spirits entered into Sister Baek Bong Nyu.  The battle of casting out evil spirits took all night long.  It was Sunday and I was attacked as well by the evil spirits.  In a moment of weakness, as my mind wondered, I was physically stricken.

During another night time service, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was once again attacked and the evil spirits entered into her.  Different hordes of spirits harassed and induced terrible pain onto Sister Baek Bong Nyu.  Fortunately, the evil spirits did not enter into her head.  However, due to the unbearable pain which increased every minute throughout her body, she fell to the floor in agony.  When this happened the night before, we left the church uneasy.  When we arrived home, we all had a restless night.  Tomorrow we will complete the 30 day prayer rally even if we are attacked again.  The evil spirits are persistent with their attacks.  They do not give up.  I am frankly getting sick and tired of their attacks.

Battling and casting out evil spirits takes a toll on us spiritually and it weakens our physical bodies.  The whole prayer team were all exhausted.  However, the Lord gradually strengthened us.  "I'll fight to the death even if it cost me my life!" One by one, I casted out the evil sprits with intense focus.  Then suddenly, the Pastor's wife fell to the floor.  While she was casting out the evil spirits with the Pastor, the evil spirits attacked her and entered into her body.  She was susceptible due to her weakened state physically and spiritually.

The evil spirits would alternate their attacks with the Pastor's wife and Sister Baek bong Nyu.  It looked as though they were intentionally trying to deceive us with their target.  They were mocking us.  The battle continued until early morning and the evil spirits continued to resist our commands.  Then the Lord intervened.  At first, He stood and observed our actions even though we cried out to Him.  The Lord did not command the evil spirits to depart.  As the Lord observed our battle, He questioned our ability persistent, and faith to cast out the evil spirits.  We were commanding the evil spirits as one faith.  He continued to watch and observe.

It even appeared to me as though we were a group of insane lunatics.  An outsider could have said we were all mentally disturbed.  I could not understand how we ended in such a predicament.  I was not dreaming.  It was all real and I did not know how long this predicament would continue.  My mind was weak and doubtful.  But I knew if I judge spiritual situations with a physical conclusion, I would be sinning terribly before the Lord.  Therefore, I gathered myself and focused my mind.  I continued to cast out the evil spirits with the Lord's name.  Casting out evil spirits required the Lord's assistance.  I used to believe that casting out evil spirits would only require simple words instructed by the bible.  However, through the prayer rally and experiencing the battles more meticulously, I had to repent before God in regards to the nature of spiritual war.  I was nonchalant when it came to casting out evil spirits.  As usual, we battled the evil spirits all through out the night until early prayer morning.  Once the battle ended, we were able to pray individually.  As usual, God gave me the hand motion to heal.  Without my strength, my hands would move in different directions.  These hand motions were motions to heal.

Fifteen days ago, I was severely attacked by violent evil spirits.  I was bitten and a mark was left on my skin.  I was in terrible pain.  The bit mark was not healing and the pain would continue without letting up.  I now understand the logic behind the attack.  The evil spirits know about the book I am writing.  I write with my right hand.  The attack was primarily on the right side of my body.  My right hand, right wrist, right side of my shoulder, ride side of my back, and my nerves were all in pain.  The evil spirits attempted to hinder me from completing the book.

Before the attack, I was able to freely preach, worship, and pray as much as I desired.  But now, every time I talk or move, I am in unbearable pain.  Therefore, I am not able to move or function properly.  All these are the result of my negligence.  The Lord had commanded me to keep what I had witnessed and experienced a secret until the book was released.  However, I was disobedient.  My negligence had brought me terrible results.  As a result, I am more cautious in all matters.  I am cautious when meeting people.  Until the books are completed and released, I avoid mentioning any part of the experiences with anyone.  In fact, I try to avoid any short or long conversations with my family.  I am paying the price for disobedience.  I realize how fearful it can be to disobey His commands through my physical torment.  As I repent everyday, I hope to be healed as soon as possible.

Kim, Joo Eun:    *Four guardian angels

During the prayer rally, Jesus gave me a Holy gift and the gift of prophesying.  They were His presents for me.  I love Jesus very much.  Whenever I close my eyes and call upon His name, He would instantly present Himself.  He would call me by my nickname, "Freckles." He would say, "Freckles, What do you need? Do you have any questions?" He would then gently and kindly answer my questions.

However, many times, filthy evil spirits disguised as the Lord would appear.  They also knew I would frequently call upon the Lord and ask questions.  At first, I could not differentiate the between the Lord and the evil spirits.  I had been deceived several times.  But now, I would test the spirit that would appear.  By testing the spirit, I can differentiate between the Lord and the evil spirits.  Evil spirits cannot shed their blood.  Evil spirits cannot take up the cross.  They are all liars.  They lie every time they appear.  The Lord has granted me wisdom to identify evil spirits.  I can instantly identify them now.

When I ask questions that pertain to my physical desires, greed, or trivial matters, the Lord would turn His back against me and keep silent.  Since I am an immature young child, the Lord would have to answer my questions in a way I can understand.  I am very thankful to the Lord for His kindness.  The Lord is very sensitive with a beautiful heart.  He is more beautiful than silk fabrics.  He is also warm, gentle, and sentimental.  In fact, He is very meticulous about everything.  He is omniscient, He knows what is deep inside all hearts.  Sometimes, Jesus would disclose some information regarding my mother and father through me.  I cannot determine how my parents feel or think from their outer appearance.  However, Jesus would give me a message only which they would know because it is deep within their hearts.  When I give the message to my parents, they were stunned.  The message from the Lord would lead them to surrender and repentance. 

I can also have conversations with our family's guardian angels.  There are four angels since there are four members in our family.  When I attempt to converse with the angels, the Lord would intervene.  He would say, "Freckles, I am your Lord! If you want to have a conversation or discuss any questions, you must call upon my name and discuss any matters with Me.  Why do you continuously want to speak with angels?" When the Lord gets jealous, I am actually joyous because He desires me.

I was able to attend the whole prayer rally this time since I was on winter vacation.  When I attended, I prayed fervently.  I even quitted piano lessons and other activities so that I may pray.  As a result, Jesus blessed me very much.  On the other hand, I was apprehensive about my school.  I knew once school started, my opportunity to pray would be limited.  It has been nine months since I had watched any television or used the computer.  At first, it was very difficult in giving up those activities.  However, now, I really enjoy the fellowship with the Lord.  Now, the time I used to spend on television and the computer is used to pray and study the word.  I give all the glory to Jesus.

*About the wings of angels

After prayer, I went home and saw that my family's guardian angels were waiting.  The Pastor's guardian angel used to have 2 sets of wings, but now it had 2 sets.  I asked the Lord, "Jesus! You once told me that many of the guardian angels of the mega churches had three pairs of wings.  Why does our Pastor's angel have three pairs of wings as well, our church is very small?  Just yesterday, this guardian angel had two pairs of wings, now it has three?" The Lord replied, "Many pastors pray fervently with all their strength when they first begin their ministry.  However, when their church begins to grow, they do not pray as they used too.  I am disappointed and feel very sad.  But Pastor Kim is praying fervently many times.  He is also leading his ministry according to God's will.  Therefore, I have given this guardian angel one more pair." My mother's guardian angel has only one pair.

Since today is the last day of our 30 day prayer rally, I have prepared myself to pray fervently.  I will pray with dedication and with all my heart.  I held my right hand with Brother Haak Sung, our fingers were interlocked.  My left hand was lifted up high into the air and I was praying in tongues.  As I was praying with my eyes closed, I sensed and felt as though someone was holding onto my left hand with our fingers interlocked.  A jolt of electricity ran through my left hand into my body.  Be startled, tried to figure out what it was.  I felt someone's touch, it was very strong, like someone was holding my hand.  Since I was still in prayer, I had not opened my eyes at all.  However, I decided to ask Brother Haak Sung.  "Brother Haak Sung! I feel someone holding my left hand.  Do you know who it is? Could you check for me? Please let me know." He replied, "Brother Joseph, Jesus is holding your hand at this moment and He is flying towards heaven.  Do not open your eyes and continue to pray!"

As I continued to pray, I felt as though I was flying through some dark space.  Suddenly a blue light appeared.  It approached towards me and passed me by, as fast as light.  Then another blue light passed me by, a large blue light.  As I continued to fly further out, I encountered countless stars passed me by.  I shouted, "Wow! What an amazing sight! This is beautiful!" With my prayer going deeper, I continued to see many stars passing me by at light speed.  The stars of the galaxy are so beautiful.  I felt like an astronaut shooting through space.  I thought, 'Maybe I am dreaming.' I decided to pinched myself. Yes, my physical body was still in church praying.  However, as I touched my physical body, I was also in the spiritual realm at the same time.

My physical body was praying in tongues, however, I was flying fast spiritually.  Suddenly, an object that resembled a penny came into my sight.  The round object was partially cover with some black material.  It turned out to be full moon, but it was an eclipse I was witnessing.  The eclipse created a crescent moon.  The moon shinned with golden rays of light.  The golden light was so bright that I could not look straight into it.  I had never experienced such brightness.  The light was swinging like a pendulum.  It swung back and forth and up to 120 degrees.  As the light swung back and forth, the colors of rainbow beamed out.

I instantly thought, 'Wow! Maybe that place is heaven's twelve pearl gates!' I assumed today would be the day to enter heaven.  As my heart hoped, I started to pray more fervently but for some reason my prayers would not move me forward.  It didn't matter how loud I prayed, I did not move forward.  I was not flying as before at great speeds.  I was stagnant after I had witnessed the rainbow and the colors of light.  It appeared as though time stood still.

I was so close.  I was so frustrated, what a shame! I was not able to go any further so I turned back.  My heart collapsed and felt empty.  I hoped to have another experience where I could pass into the pendulum.  When the prayer rally ended, it was 7 o'clock in the morning.

After we had finished our prayer rally, Brother Haak Sung and I had a conversation.  While we were conversing, the Pastor and deaconess shin gave Jung Min a ride to his house.  Brother Haak sung and I discussed our experiences during the time of prayer.  Then suddenly, a black object appeared and it moved around me with great speed.  The object flew around me and continued to speed up.  It speed faster until it spun like a tornado.  At that moment, it darkened around me and I felt dizzy.  I attempted to stay alert and hold onto something.  But I lost my balance and fell onto the concrete floor.  I landed with my head hitting the floor.  I had passed out.  Sister Baek bong Nyu and my mother ran toward me.  They were startled and apprehensive of my situation.  I found out later through the church members who were spiritually awakened what had happened.  All their explanations were the same.

Although I am spiritually awakened, my spirituality is immature.  If I pray a little more longer, I would be visiting heaven and hell and I would receive the gift of prophesying.  The evil spirits aware of these facts, I am the center of their attacks.  Their purpose is to prevent me from being fully awaken spiritually.  They are interrupting and attacking in every way.  The church members who had witnessed my fall all state that they saw an evil spirit disguised as an angel.  The spirit had quietly hovered around me.  It had quickly circled around me at high speeds to force me onto the floor.  After I had fell down, the saw the evil spirit with two other evil spirits enter my head.  They were the cause of my headache.

The church members assisted me and got me back on my feet.  I was experiencing a migraine.  All I remembered was the explanation the I was given.  The spiritually awakened members gathered around me and began to cast out the evil spirits.  But despite of their efforts, my headache became worse.

Everyone eagerly awaited for the pastor.  I had other headaches before and they were bearable but this time with evil spirits behind my migraine, it was painfully unbearable.  I felt as though I was going insane.  The pain got so bad I screamed out loud.  As I screamed in pain, the pastor arrived.  The pastor saw me on the floor pleading for help.  He asked me what had happened.  The church members with one voice explained what had happened.  Once the pastor was informed, he boisterously shouted, "Cursed evil spirits, in the mighty name of Jesus, be bounded and depart!" As soon as the pastor shouted, the evil spirits fled screaming.  After that I was able to breath and settle down.  The headache began to go away.

Sister Baek Bong Nyu:   *The pastor is popular in Heaven

Pastor Kim Yong Doo:    *Crossing over the bridge of no return